Random Thoughts...

[Morningriser]

You've never heard of Krampus? He is basically the opposite of Santa Claus and yes, he is actually a demon. Santa Claus rewards the good boys and girls by giving them presents and Krampus terrorizes the bad boys and girls. There was a movie a few years ago that came out called Krampus that was heavily advertised. It's just a Grimm fairytale more or less.

[LuvablePsycho]

You've never heard of Krampus? He is basically the opposite of Santa Claus and yes, he is actually a demon. Santa Claus rewards the good boys and girls by giving them presents and Krampus terrorizes the bad boys and girls. There was a movie a few years ago that came out called Krampus that was heavily advertised. It's just a Grimm fairytale more or less.

Wow that actually sounds pretty cool! I'm amazed that I never heard about that before. ::shocked::

But now that I think about it I think he appeared as a boss monster in the arcade game CarnEvil. I never knew what he was in that game though I assumed he was just a zombified Santa Claus. ::big grin::

[hammerfan]

Wow that actually sounds pretty cool! I'm amazed that I never heard about that before. ::shocked::

But now that I think about it I think he appeared as a boss monster in the arcade game CarnEvil. I never knew what he was in that game though I assumed he was just a zombified Santa Claus. ::big grin::

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[LuvablePsycho]

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Cool! ::cool::Kind of makes me think of Jack Frost in those old Christmas movies my Mama used to force me to watch as a kid. ::big grin::

[hammerfan]

Cool! ::cool::Kind of makes me think of Jack Frost in those old Christmas movies my Mama used to force me to watch as a kid. ::big grin::

I love Krampus. So much that I bought the DVD (which I don't do very often).

[LuvablePsycho]

I've decided that I'm only going to buy bluray movies if they are my all-time absolute favorites and try to keep my collection under 10 movies.

I had way too many DVDs before and I never watched most of them.

[Morningriser]

I could never live just 10 movies. I mean I haven't bought anything lately because I can't afford it but I need my movies. Since my ex and I broke up my collection is only half the size that it used to be but I still cherish each and every one of them.

[LuvablePsycho]

I could never live just 10 movies. I mean I haven't bought anything lately because I can't afford it but I need my movies. Since my ex and I broke up my collection is only half the size that it used to be but I still cherish each and every one of them.

That's why I have Netflix and Hulu. ::wink::

And I'm the kind of person who can sometimes watch the same thing over and over again without getting bored.

[Morningriser]

There was just now some Jesus Freaks going around knocking on people's doors giving out pamphlets I guess and it is nice and cool outside today so I have my door open and they knocked on my neighbor's door and no one came to the door so I got up and shut and locked my door before they came over here. They went down the steps and I got back up to open my door back up and there was 5 or 6 of them down at the bottom of the steps holding Bibles and probably discussing you to go harass next. I wish I knew these guys were coming that way I could set up some crazy-ass scenario to scare the bejesus out of them.

[LuvablePsycho]

There was just now some Jesus Freaks going around knocking on people's doors giving out pamphlets I guess and it is nice and cool outside today so I have my door open and they knocked on my neighbor's door and no one came to the door so I got up and shut and locked my door before they came over here. They went down the steps and I got back up to open my door back up and there was 5 or 6 of them down at the bottom of the steps holding Bibles and probably discussing you to go harass next. I wish I knew these guys were coming that way I could set up some crazy-ass scenario to scare the bejesus out of them.

Try answering the door completely naked wearing a devil mask and a pentagram pendant. Maybe that'll scare them away. ::wink::

[Morningriser]

My neighbor's door is only about a foot or two from mine so I practically shut the door in their faces.

[LuvablePsycho]

I actually met two mormon women once who used to go around our neighborhood handing out books and pamphlets.

Even though I obviously didn't convert I found that they were both very nice ladies and I liked them a lot.

I don't really judge people on their religious beliefs as long as they aren't judging me. I'm realizing that a lot of people in this world are really nice if you just give them a chance and don't judge them before you get to know them.

[Sculpt]

There was just now some Jesus Freaks going around knocking on people's doors giving out pamphlets I guess and it is nice and cool outside today so I have my door open and they knocked on my neighbor's door and no one came to the door so I got up and shut and locked my door before they came over here. They went down the steps and I got back up to open my door back up and there was 5 or 6 of them down at the bottom of the steps holding Bibles and probably discussing you to go harass next. I wish I knew these guys were coming that way I could set up some crazy-ass scenario to scare the bejesus out of them.
Or... you might meet them and see some of them are cool kats, some who like horror, and maybe you make some more cool friends in your new area?

Through work, I became good friends with a Jehovahs Witness. Well, actually was a friendly acquaintance with many JWs from a couple of different workplaces, but I was friends with guy in particular. Very cool guy. Didn't matter we disagreed on beliefs. I mean we disagree on things with everyone we know.

I know most of us don't want to be disturbed by an unannounced knock at the door, but neighbors will do exactly that to welcome you to the neighborhood... used to be they might bring you a pie. ::love::

But even it they didn't come over the first week to meet you, it's still a good thing to meet your neighbors, where they watch out for your house and property and vice versa; and you know who they are, have a good report, and sometimes you become friends and hangout.

It's really not all that different with these neighbors with a bible in hand meeting you. You just introduce yourself, if you have time you become acquainted. You can let them know you're not interested in talking about Jesus and the Bible, but you're happy to make new friends. It's not like you've never had a friend who was a christian, right?

[LuvablePsycho]

Or... you might meet them and see some of them are cool kats, some who like horror, and maybe you make some more cool friends in your new area?

Through work, I became good friends with a Jehovahs Witness. Well, actually was a friendly acquaintance with many JWs from a couple of different workplaces, but I was friends with guy in particular. Very cool guy. Didn't matter we disagreed on beliefs. I mean we disagree on things with everyone we know.

I know most of us don't want to be disturbed by an unannounced knock at the door, but neighbors will do exactly that to welcome you to the neighborhood... used to be they might bring you a pie. ::love::

But even it they didn't come over the first week to meet you, it's still a good thing to meet your neighbors, where they watch out for your house and property and vice versa; and you know who they are, have a good report, and sometimes you become friends and hangout.

It's really not all that different with these neighbors with a bible in hand meeting you. You just introduce yourself, if you have time you become acquainted. You can let them know you're not interested in talking about Jesus and the Bible, but you're happy to make new friends. It's not like you've never had a friend who was a christian, right?

Exactly! I completely agree with everything you just said. :)

[Morningriser]

The I just had a really good blue raspberry infused sucker. It was like a Jolly Rancher on a stick. It hasn't had time to kick in yet but I think today is going to be a good day!

[LuvablePsycho]

I went to see my therapist yesterday and I am going to start tapering off two of my bipolar medicatons and adding something new.

I'm really nervous about this. :(

[Morningriser]

Trying new psychiatric medication can always be scary because it is a trial-and-error process to see what works best with you. I have taken all kinds of shit that has made me go 50 Shades of batshit crazy. Lithium was the worst but Saphris made me insanely paranoid and put me on a hardcore manic tailspin. just hang in there and be brave. Everything will work out, it will just take some time to find out what works best with you.

[Dead Bad Things]

::sad::::sad::awww man Robert Englund's doin' a Freddy cameo on some dumbshit sitcom...

[Morningriser]

It's interesting he has no problem sitting in the makeup chair for one-offs but he won't do it for a new movie.

[LuvablePsycho]

Freddy Krueger must be everyone's favorite serial killing pedophile. ::big grin::


Or at least he was a pedophile in the remake. I think in the original movies he just liked to kill kids not molest them. and I think the fact that we only ever saw him killing annoying teenagers while being a smartass is why people liked his character so much.

[Morningriser]

Actually, Wes Craven's original idea for Freddy was for him to be a child rapist and murderer but Robert Englund refuse to have anything to do with a character who raped children so he scrapped the idea and just made him a murderer. In the remake, they went ahead with Cravens original idea which is what has pissed a lot of people off. I myself prefer the original obviously but I don't think the movie is quite as bad as people make it out to be. I can appreciate the fact that Freddy was a serious entity rather than a comedian. and while the original Freddy's look is the most classic, the newer Freddy did look more like an actual burn victim.

[LuvablePsycho]

Actually, Wes Craven's original idea for Freddy was for him to be a child rapist and murderer but Robert Englund refuse to have anything to do with a character who raped children so he scrapped the idea and just made him a murderer. In the remake, they went ahead with Cravens original idea which is what has pissed a lot of people off. I myself prefer the original obviously but I don't think the movie is quite as bad as people make it out to be. I can appreciate the fact that Freddy was a serious entity rather than a comedian. and while the original Freddy's look is the most classic, the newer Freddy did look more like an actual burn victim.

Yeah and being more evil actually made him scarier.

[Morningriser]

His voice was really creepy. I mean in the original Nightmare on Elm Street before he became a full-on comedian, Robert Englund sounded creepy as hell as well. I mean realistically the makeup was better as well as the special effects and the acting was up to par as well but there's just something about the classics that can never be equaled or mastered. That also goes for the Remake to I Spit on Your Grave. The original was far more disturbing if you ask me because the rape scenes were so much more realistic and hard to watch at times but nevertheless, leaving you feeling very uneasy. The Remake had a pretty disturbing rape scene as well but I feel like the movie relies most on the Revenge kills, which were pretty fucking awesome, but it takes more than good kills and great Gore to lure me in.

[LuvablePsycho]

I remember liking the remake to Last House on the Left. Everything about it felt realistic. I could see two young naive teenage girls getting into a dangerous situation like that because they befriended the wrong boy and I can imagine most parents reacting to their daughter being raped and almost killed just like the ones in this movie.

I would want to kill those scumbags too, but it wasn't just about avenging their daughter. It was about escaping those sociopaths so that they could get help for her.

And it was nice that they spared the boy because he clearly wasn't a psycho and didn't deserve to be killed. I wonder what would have happened to him after the movie was over though? He left with the family but he might have been held accountable by the authorities for what his father, uncle, and father's girlfriend did?

[Morningriser]

You are right, the Remake was more realistic but nothing about the original just draws me to it. I have been a fan of the original for many years and despite the realism Compared to the original, I just couldn't get into the remake.

[LuvablePsycho]

You are right, the Remake was more realistic but nothing about the original just draws me to it. I have been a fan of the original for many years and despite the realism Compared to the original, I just couldn't get into the remake.

I never actually watched the original but I saw an episode of The Cinema Snob about it and I remember thinking "God this looks so ridiculous compared to that remake!" ::big grin::

But maybe I should actually watch the whole movie and give it a chance? If a lot of people liked it then there must be something good about it

[LuvablePsycho]

One of the things I like about modern horror movies today is that they actually portray teenage characters as more realistic and believable. They show them being the kids that they really are and not being a bunch of hypersexual potheads played by adult actors.

It's like even when you see teenagers doing that stuff in today's movies it feels more realistic compared to what it was like in the old horror movies because they are still just being kids. Like the ones in the remake of Nightmare on Elm Street.

[Morningriser]

D'original Last House on the Left isn't really meant to be taken seriously like the remake. The movie had some quirky music at times and just some Oddball happenings. You would have to watch it to understand but it is more or less a horror movie for stoners. Even in the making of the movie which comes on the DVD and Blu-ray, Wes Craven even says he remembers during the entire filming being stoned.

[LuvablePsycho]

D'original Last House on the Left isn't really meant to be taken seriously like the remake. The movie had some quirky music at times and just some Oddball happenings. You would have to watch it to understand but it is more or less a horror movie for stoners. Even in the making of the movie which comes on the DVD and Blu-ray, Wes Craven even says he remembers during the entire filming being stoned.

lol I guess that explains the peace symbol necklace.

::big grin::

But I really appreciate the remake for the realism. I like the idea of parents willing to do anything to protect their children from the evil monsters in this world.

[Morningriser]

The peace symbol necklace was actually a gift to Mary from her father because it was her birthday. In the original, her and her friend were going to a concert and we're trying to get some weed before the show and then they talked to Junior who in the original was the name of krug's son. He lures them back to where his father and weasel, I can't remember what his name was in the remake, and Sadie take them captive and take them out in the woods and torture them. The movie does have some pretty intense scenes and some decent Gore and some pretty good kills on and off screen and some pretty good kills on and off screen. Didn't you say you have Netflix? I know it used to be on there but I don't know if it still is or not.

[LuvablePsycho]

The peace symbol necklace was actually a gift to Mary from her father because it was her birthday. In the original, her and her friend were going to a concert and we're trying to get some weed before the show and then they talked to Junior who in the original was the name of krug's son. He lures them back to where his father and weasel, I can't remember what his name was in the remake, and Sadie take them captive and take them out in the woods and torture them. The movie does have some pretty intense scenes and some decent Gore and some pretty good kills on and off screen and some pretty good kills on and off screen. Didn't you say you have Netflix? I know it used to be on there but I don't know if it still is or not.

Yeah I have Netflix. I don't know if it's still on there but if they ever readd it I'll definetly check it out. If nothing else I can always look for it in those $5 DVD bens at Walmart I know they sell it there sometimes.

I know they used the gold necklace as a subplot in the remake only instead of it being a peace symbol (Groovy dude! ::big grin::) it wad shaped more like a medallion and I think it was maybe a present given to the daughter by her brother who had died before the movie somehow.

I know in the movie she mentioned her dead brother a couple of times and her friend Mari didn't like to talk about it because she seemed to have some sort of phobia about death which makes her tragic fate even more sad. Basically her worst nightmare came true.

[Morningriser]

In the original, Mary gives the necklace to Junior trying to earn his trust and trying to get him to let her and her friend go. It is in later when her parents take them in that the mother notices Junior wearing the necklace. This makes the mother suspicious so she starts spying on them until she finds out what happens. I will stop ruining it for you now in case you watch it but I still think it's a great movie.

[LuvablePsycho]

In the original, Mary gives the necklace to Junior trying to earn his trust and trying to get him to let her and her friend go. It is in later when her parents take them in that the mother notices Junior wearing the necklace. This makes the mother suspicious so she starts spying on them until she finds out what happens. I will stop ruining it for you now in case you watch it but I still think it's a great movie.

Yeah I think in the remake Junior (in this version I think he was called Justin) isn't evil. He picked up Mari's necklace (her other friend who got killed was named Page lol my bad) after she got attacked trying to run away and when his family unknowingly stopped at her parents' house for help and he saw her picture and freaked out after realizing whose house they were in he had a mental breakdown and quickly set the necklace down out of guilt. That was how the parents found out what happened to their daughter.

I liked the fact that in the remake they spared him unlike in the original. He was still just a kid too and in this version he felt actual remourse about what his family was doing. I think it was even implied that they were abusive towards him which is why he never ran to the authorities. He befriended Mari and Page because he was just a lonely teenager and didn't think that his father and the rest would be returning to the hotel that day.

I felt bad for the poor boy. ::sad::

[Morningriser]

I was thinking his name was Adam but it has been a long-ass time since I have seen it. In the original jr. Was a good kid as well but his father got him hooked on Heroin so he does whatever he says to get his fixed so he won't go through withdrawals. I'm not saying anything else about the movie because I feel like I am spoiling it for you ::big grin::

[LuvablePsycho]

I was thinking his name was Adam but it has been a long-ass time since I have seen it. In the original jr. Was a good kid as well but his father got him hooked on Heroin so he does whatever he says to get his fixed so he won't go through withdrawals. I'm not saying anything else about the movie because I feel like I am spoiling it for you ::big grin::

Ah, I guess that's even more tragic. ::sad::

Kind of makes me think of those real-world cases of parents who manipulate their own children into commiting crimes. It really does happen.

[LuvablePsycho]

My mom is talking to her crackhead exhusband again which ALWAYS means she's going to get back together with him.

When she decides to tell me that she's moving him back into our house again I am giving them BOTH a peice of my mind! I am so sick and tired of this bullshit and her forcing me to act like I actually like that abusive scumbag!

If she gets angry and kicks me out then oh fucking well. But I will not be coming back when she does.

[Sculpt]

I went to see my therapist yesterday and I am going to start tapering off two of my bipolar medicatons and adding something new.

I'm really nervous about this. :(
I'm not a psychiatrist, but I play one online... seriously though, always have the goal of taking as little psychoactive medication as possible (mg), and cease taking as soon as possible. Because, in general, they have both cumulative and immediate negative side effects, can create problems that didn't exist.

For many with bipolar and similar conditions Cognitive Behavioral Therapy is the most effective. It can be done with or without medication, of course, and unlike meds it's permanent, has no side effects, no unknown interactions with other meds, etc.

[Morningriser]

I'm not a psychiatrist, but I play one online... seriously though, always have the goal of taking as little psychoactive medication as possible (mg), and cease taking as soon as possible. Because, in general, they have both cumulative and immediate negative side effects, can create problems that didn't exist.

For many with bipolar and similar conditions Cognitive Behavioral Therapy is the most effective. It can be done with or without medication, of course, and unlike meds it's permanent, has no side effects, no unknown interactions with other meds, etc.

Jeez don't scare the guy ::big grin:: I take Lexapro and I'm still not entirely sure what it is called but it's a mood stabilizer and they work very well for me and being bipolar with severe manic episodes when it is not being treated, I will be on medicine the rest of my life the only negative side effects I can really think of from my medicine are that they kill my sex drive but otherwise I feel great. but the thing about psychological medicines are they work different for everyone.

The same goes for therapy, I have decided to quit seeing my therapist as she really offers nothing new but I don't already know and doesn't even ask me questions or offer advice or anything to think about therapy doesn't work for some people but not everyone.

[LuvablePsycho]

From from what I have learned therapy really doesn't work that well for people with Bipolar Disorder and they pretty much have to take medication for it to calm their mania and their violent mood swings.

It's just like people with Schizopherenia they have to take the medication every day or else they don't get better. You can't fix their delusions and paranoid thinking without giving them medication.

And I WISH my medication would kill my sex drive. I feel horny all the damn time now. ::stick out tongue::

[Morningriser]

I can still perform if the mood is Right butt I don't really get aroused quite like I used to.

I have seen quite a few therapists in my life and the majority of them just seem to be in it for the money. I don't know how many times I have seen therapists who just sit there quiet and staring at me and making me feel uncomfortable. I have told all of them my life story and why I am there and I was under the impression that therapists aren't supposed to tell you what to do but offer solutions to help you think about things for yourself. I have been doing that myself lately as moving to Vegas has opened me up 2 new psychedelic drugs. I know not a lot of people partake but for those who do, you will know that it is mental medicine and it has been very beneficial for me so far. I just feel like for having to spend roughly 3 hours on a bus twice a month and pay out $50 is just a waste of money considering she makes me feel like she is only there for a paycheck and doesn't even want to try to help me.

If anything I feel like it is to my progress and ain't nobody got time for that ::big grin::

[LuvablePsycho]

Yeah I hear ya. A lot of my doctors sucked because I felt like they were either telling me what I wanted to hear or judging me and offering no real help. Like that one lady who tried to tell me and my Mom that anger is not a symptom of Bipolar Disorder (I'm sure you and anyone else with or around anyone with Bipolar Disorder will agree that uncontrollable anger IS a symptom!), and she even tried to tell me that I didn't have empathy either. ::roll eyes::

I understand that I do need medication but I think my ways of managing and coping with it have been self-taught with no real help from those doctors. All it took was for me to realize that I actually have a problem.

[Morningriser]

I think a lot of it besides the medicine is just me because I spend all my time alone. I know I am in a new city and haven't had a chance to meet people but it was even like this back in Virginia around the people I grew up with. I was seen as an outcast when I moved there from St.Louis when I was 9 years old so I never had a social life and never really got to make real friends and now I am pretty socially awkward so I think my isolation along with my bipolar work together and bringing me down. I get out when I can and try to socialize with people just to help me loosen up and feel better about approaching random strangers just to strike up conversations. I mean if I didn't talk to anyone and didn't get out of my comfort zone from time to time I could never Riding my horizons. I have moved to Vegas and realize I have the ability to take care of myself and get out and go to places I need to go on my own no, it has given me loads of confidence I never had in Virginia.

[LuvablePsycho]

Do you have Aspergers Syndrome too? That all sounds very similar to what I was going through growing up.

I was a social outcast who never had any friends either because I'm always so awkward around people. I pretty much stay isolated from the world but I'm hoping to fix that someday.

[Morningriser]

No I don't. I was a social outcast because when I was 9 years old my mother and I moved to the mountains of South West Virginia where everyone that is close knit and even though my mother grew up there I wasn't born there so everyone looked at me as an outcast and never include me in anything.

[LuvablePsycho]

No I don't. I was a social outcast because when I was 9 years old my mother and I moved to the mountains of South West Virginia where everyone that is close knit and even though my mother grew up there I wasn't born there so everyone looked at me as an outcast and never include me in anything.


Oh, well I spent my whole life in Georgia growing up in a small rural town. We were poor and I couldn't go anywhere or do anything except go to school and come home watching TV and playing video games all day. Like I said I was socially awkward because I had Aspergers and kids used to call me "Forrest Gump". They also used to bully me because somehow they all knew I was gay before I was even aware of it.

Yeah, I'm really not looking forward to moving back to that place. I think I would be much happier living in a city.

[Morningriser]

Come to Vegas. Living here isn't expensive at all.

[LuvablePsycho]

Come to Vegas. Living here isn't expensive at all.

That'd be awesome, and I'd have at least one buddy to hang out with. ::big grin::

I'm seriously thinking about Tallahasee though since it is very close to my hometown. And I talked to my brother and he said he and his girlfriend might let me come stay with them once my bipolar medication gets figured out because he knows how much I hate my Mom's husband and he said he really does feel bad for me having to put up with it every time she gets back together with him.

I feel like my brother would actually be more supportive of me trying to become independent more than my Mom ever would. He might even help me figure out how to eventually get a place of my own.

It's funny we used to could not stand each other but now that he's growing up and has a family of his own he really has changed a lot. ::smile::

[Dead Bad Things]

I'm loaded for bear! Gonna get my swerve on this comin' Saturday nite ::smile:: got 2 costumes, 3/4 bottle Absinthe, 12pack of IPA, 5 gallons of water, 2 nites in a cabin, that I'm givin' to guest crashers, I'm gonna sleep in my rig with a heater ::big grin:: delivered the firewood just the other day ::smile::
Thanks to my newly minted single status I've been invitin' all kinds of girls to the party....been so long since I done that. ::cool::::sad::
I'm am stoked for Halloween!

[LuvablePsycho]

I'm loaded for bear! Gonna get my swerve on this comin' Saturday nite ::smile:: got 2 costumes, 3/4 bottle Absinthe, 12pack of IPA, 5 gallons of water, 2 nites in a cabin, that I'm givin' to guest crashers, I'm gonna sleep in my rig with a heater ::big grin:: delivered the firewood just the other day ::smile::
Thanks to my newly minted single status I've been invitin' all kinds of girls to the party....been so long since I done that. ::cool::::sad::
I'm am stoked for Halloween!
I hope you have a great party! ::smile::

[Morningriser]

There's this Halloween thing they do in Vegas every year called freakling Brothers. It is 40 or $50 to get in but they have 500 houses and live music and halloweeen carnival games and a bunch of other stuff. If I was going to go to a haunted house I would rather go to the saw escape room. I think that would be so much more fun.

[LuvablePsycho]

There's this Halloween thing they do in Vegas every year called freakling Brothers. It is 40 or $50 to get in but they have 500 houses and live music and halloweeen carnival games and a bunch of other stuff. If I was going to go to a haunted house I would rather go to the saw escape room. I think that would be so much more fun.

Sounds cool. ::cool::

There's an amusement park in Valdosta called Wild Adventures that does cool Halloween stuff every year. One time they did a cannibal hillbilly theme with actors coming out the swamp trail to scare you with chainsaws and pitchforks. You might have liked it! ::smile::

[Dead Bad Things]

So...I got myself together a little bit...gonna try and drown some of my sorrow and grief this weekend and then go to Day of the Dead on Nov.2. Gonna pull out the Tux, bring a 7day candle, get a good facepaint job done, and join the procession. I'm gonna scatter some ashes on the streets of the city where Mrs.DBT and I met.....Part of me don't want to go....Part of me feels bound by tradition. So fuckin' cathartic.

[Morningriser]

So...I got myself together a little bit...gonna try and drown some of my sorrow and grief this weekend and then go to Day of the Dead on Nov.2. Gonna pull out the Tux, bring a 7day candle, get a good facepaint job done, and join the procession. I'm gonna scatter some ashes on the streets of the city where Mrs.DBT and I met.....Part of me don't want to go....Part of me feels bound by tradition. So fuckin' cathartic.

Man that has to be tough. I can think of no better way to honor her memory so then for you to do that for her. After all, in the traditional sense that is what El Dia de los Muertos is all about!

[LuvablePsycho]

When I die I want my body donated to medical science or my organs harvested. Since I am not able to contribute anything to this world in life at least I would feel better about dying knowing that my body can potentially be used to save lives and make the world a slightly better place for people.

[Morningriser]

I really want to start working on my book but due to being a procrastinator and just waiting for the right time for me to be inspired. I can't just sit down and start writing unless I am feeling it. I have the ideas but just not the motivation

[LuvablePsycho]

Don't stress on it too much. It's not easy writing a book but when the time is right you'll be able to write it.

I really liked your ideas and thought they were interrsting. ::wink:: What did you think of my idea?

[Morningriser]

I like your idea although I kind of knew what you were getting at since you told me first what you wanted to write about haha. You should give it a shot as well. I actually had a vampire Novella published back in 2011. My contract expired in 2016 and I had no desire to renew it because. If I can get this onedone I am going to send it to an agent first. I would like to think with all the twists and turns this could be a great southern gothic horror Story

[Sculpt]

I really want to start working on my book but due to being a procrastinator and just waiting for the right time for me to be inspired. I can't just sit down and start writing unless I am feeling it. I have the ideas but just not the motivation
Writers say they have a specific time of day they write. They know there may or may not be inspiration any given minute, but only one way to be sure. Then once they have an outline, they may work on 'less inspirational' details of the book when there isn't a certain type of inspiration writing itself, that is, editing the inspired writings (rewrites of grammar, wording, etc). Or at the very least they just write some uninspired text because it's good practice, establishes the routine and skills, and you don't have to use everything you write.

[Morningriser]

I have a process where a do the outline in my head and if there are small details I want to use I will write them down but I like to have the entire outline in my head and at least a subplot or two. After writing the above comment, I actually wrote a few paragraphs a few hours ago. The Story begins at a funeral and I wrote a eulogy that is delivered. I am constantly going back and editing while I am writing when I get a little stuck. Then when I am done I go back through Andre edit again. Then I go back and read it and check for any mistakes I might have missed before. Then when I am happy with it I let a few willing people read it and let me know what they think or if they spot any errors or have any ideas that I like. That's what I did with my vampire book, The Blood Reapers. The only problem was every process I did I rushed because my girlfriend at the time was pregnant and getting close to having the baby when the book was accepted by damnation books. I rushed finishing the book and editing it because I knew once the baby was born, which I played for 2 years to, I would have no free time for quite a while to work on the book. This one is different. This time I have all the time in the world and I feel this is such a better story than the blood Reapers.

[LuvablePsycho]

I have been successful in abstaining myself from my usual hypersexual activity for four days now. I've never been able to do it this long before and I am actually proud of myself. I think that maybe it is possible to quit a nasty habit with a little willpower and a desire to not want to do it again. ::cool::

[Morningriser]

I'm thinking about going to a free Halloween party tonight. It's at a bar and Nightclub that does a goth night twice a month and tonight is the Halloween party and unofficial after party for the Damned who are playing at the House of Blues tonight. I've been to this club twice and it is Pitch Black in there although I have pretty much figured out the layout and can maneuver around without bumping into people. The only thing I didn't really like is that everyone is pretty much with someone and the times I have been there I haven't really been able to strike up a conversation with anyone but the music is amazing. They play a lot of industrial and a lot of 80s darkwave. Fuck it... I will go and see what happens.

[LuvablePsycho]

I'm thinking about going to a free Halloween party tonight. It's at a bar and Nightclub that does a goth night twice a month and tonight is the Halloween party and unofficial after party for the Damned who are playing at the House of Blues tonight. I've been to this club twice and it is Pitch Black in there although I have pretty much figured out the layout and can maneuver around without bumping into people. The only thing I didn't really like is that everyone is pretty much with someone and the times I have been there I haven't really been able to strike up a conversation with anyone but the music is amazing. They play a lot of industrial and a lot of 80s darkwave. Fuck it... I will go and see what happens.
Might be fun? You never no. Personally I don't like going into bars because I don't drink. I only ever went to one once in my life and the only thing I ordered was a coke and I felt like everybody in the bar was looking at me weird. They must have thought I wasn't old enough to be in a bar? I dunno.

[Morningriser]

If I went it wouldn't be for the alcohol. It's too fucking overpriced in bars and clubs. I would just go for the music and to try to mingle.

[LuvablePsycho]

Well I know drinking alcohol isn't good for you when you have Bipolar Disorder so I guess it's a good thing I never started. ::big grin::

Unfortunetly so is drinking caffeine so I have had to give up sweet tea and coke. ::sad:: I'll still drink one once in awhile though but I can't too much.

[Morningriser]

Caffeine has never bothered me and I actually had a couple Budweiser tallboys last night and if I am in a good mood I can drink and be happy but if I am in a bad mood I shouldn't drink at all. As I said before, I'm not a fan of drinking at bars and clubs because not only is it too expensive but I also have to get home afterwards and the one time I did go out and get shit-faced I passed out on the bus and missed my stop so I should probably avoid drinking while I am out somewhere unless I am with someone who drives.

[LuvablePsycho]

Caffeine has never bothered me and I actually had a couple Budweiser tallboys last night and if I am in a good mood I can drink and be happy but if I am in a bad mood I shouldn't drink at all. As I said before, I'm not a fan of drinking at bars and clubs because not only is it too expensive but I also have to get home afterwards and the one time I did go out and get shit-faced I passed out on the bus and missed my stop so I should probably avoid drinking while I am out somewhere unless I am with someone who drives.

Unfortunetly caffeine has a strong effect on me. ::big grin::

The only time I've ever drank alcohol was when I graduated high school and my cousin gave me some kind of strawberry flavored mixed drink.

[Morningriser]

Drugs and alcohol aren't for everyone, and that includes weed as well. My father was an alcoholic and a really bad coat head and he took his own life. My mother was such a heavy alcoholic it began destroying her brain and I couldn't even have conversations with her without her forgetting halfway through what we were talking about. She died from cirrhosis of the liver due to such heavy drinking for decades. I will never be like them and the only times I have drink heavy have been when my ex and I split and then back in my younger days when I did a lot of teenage and early twenties partying and experimenting. I have no need for that shit anymore but I still love my psychedelics and an occasional beer or two.

[LuvablePsycho]

Drugs and alcohol aren't for everyone, and that includes weed as well. My father was an alcoholic and a really bad coat head and he took his own life. My mother was such a heavy alcoholic it began destroying her brain and I couldn't even have conversations with her without her forgetting halfway through what we were talking about. She died from cirrhosis of the liver due to such heavy drinking for decades. I will never be like them and the only times I have drink heavy have been when my ex and I split and then back in my younger days when I did a lot of teenage and early twenties partying and experimenting. I have no need for that shit anymore but I still love my psychedelics and an occasional beer or two.

I really am very sorry to hear about your parents. That is very sad. :(

Alcoholism and drug addiction runs rampant in my family too so I kind of understand. My Mama doesn't drink for that same reason.

[Morningriser]

There are some things I think that are fine in moderation but when you begin to let it consume you Karma you have an addiction and it is very hard to let go of that.

I see MovieLover13 is lurking about ::big grin::

[LuvablePsycho]

There are some things I think that are fine in moderation but when you begin to let it consume you Karma you have an addiction and it is very hard to let go of that.

I see MovieLover13 is lurking about ::big grin::

Well that reminds me of a certain nasty habit I have that has nothing to do with drugs... ::big grin::

[cheebacheeba]

I really like Earl Grey tea - but not on its own.
I mix with an English Breakfast or some such generic kind of "base tea", then use the earl grey to add it's unique flavour on top of that.

I've thought about making Earl Grey ice cream.
Also Jasmine ice cream.

I have a sore throat.

Today I'm going to replant some ghost pepper seedlings that are getting too top heavy.

[Morningriser]

Mmmmm... ghost peppers... I want to try a Trinidad Scorpion pepper and a Carolina Reaper since those are the two hottest peppers in the world with the ghost pepper coming in at number three. I used to have the most awesome ghost pepper extract. One drop would pierce your tongue haha.

[cheebacheeba]

I've had reaper.
I find that the hotter the chilli the more difficult it is to pick up other subtleties of the flavours. I don't know if they have a less unique flavour or it's just that your tongue is busy being on fire.
I think the "highest level" chilli I've noticed a unique flavour in is scorpions...though I don't really like the actual flavour at all.
The highest level one to actually have a really nice flavour, is the Habanero, or the scotch bonnet if you want like, a sweeter taste? Personally I don't think chillis get better (better, not hotter) than the habanero.

[Morningriser]

I love habaneros. I used to get and habaneros and put them on my tacos. There was also a cheese shop where I lived at with my ex girlfriend that was ran by Mormons and everything in it was freshly grown or made by them. They had habanero cheddar and it was so damn good.

[LuvablePsycho]

https://youtu.be/hfmxO-HQ5rU

This song makes me want to visit Australia, but I don't think I'd want to eat a vegamite sandwich. ::big grin::::cool::

[Morningriser]

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[LuvablePsycho]

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Now I remember why I don't watch Family Guy anymore. ::big grin::

[Morningriser]

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[LuvablePsycho]

Ok I admit that one is pretty funny. Stewie be acting all ghetto. ::big grin::

[Morningriser]

It's one of those cartoons that isn't for everyone but I am a big fan of it as well as American Dad but my favorite show that is on Adult Swim anyway is Rick and Morty.

[LuvablePsycho]

It's one of those cartoons that isn't for everyone but I am a big fan of it as well as American Dad but my favorite show that is on Adult Swim anyway is Rick and Morty.

I used to love it a lot but I just feel like the new episodes aren't funny anymore. The jokes are getting so stupid.

[Morningriser]

Does anyone else find it a little strange that MovieLover12 has been lurking here off and on all day even though you can't post anything or even see anything as far as I know for that matter?

[cheebacheeba]

Does anyone else find it a little strange that MovieLover12 has been lurking here off and on all day even though you can't post anything or even see anything as far as I know for that matter?

I'm not sure of the current status of this user. I know I gave them some time out a little while ago. Perhaps they can post again. They're welcome to.
The place is still a good read even if you can't post I guess.

[Morningriser]

No he is still banned but I'm thinking his band is going to be up soon. I wasn't sure if people could still see what others were posting or not when you are banned which is why I was wondering what he was doing. Considering how it ended last time you was here and how things went the time before that when he was here, I'm sure we will all know perfectly well I his own doing when he can post again. Let's just hope he learned his lesson this time ::big grin::

[Morningriser]

I know I said I usually only go to bars for live music but considering this is going to be my first Halloween in Vegas, I think I might just have to go out Thursday night. What's my costume going to be you ask? This is part of it. I'll take a picture of the rest Thursday.

[LuvablePsycho]

You Shall Not Pass! ::big grin::

Lord of the Rings reference. ::wink::

[Morningriser]

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[Morningriser]

To go along with my wig tomorrow night I can't decide if I want to paint half my face white and have my face black and whatever detailing I do on the white side I will do in black and then I will do the exact same detailing on the black side in white. Or perhaps painting my face black but doing all of the detailing in white. I would hate to give someone the wrong idea and think I'm just black facing it to be racist or something so I might go with my first idea. I think that would actually look a lot cooler anyway.

[Morningriser]

Holy shit I am dying hahaha!!!

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[LuvablePsycho]

I thought you might actually dress as Gandolf. ::big grin::

I once dressed as Sweeney Todd for Halloween. ::cool::

As a kid I dressed as a zombie every year for Halloween when I went trick or treating. I was hooked on zombies after renting Night of the Living Dead.

Tomorrow I'm gonna spend the day watching some classic horror. ::devil::

Next time I get some bluray movies I think I want to order Zombi, Day of the Dead, Night of the Living Dead remake, Carrie, and The Shining. ::danger::

[Morningriser]

I would need a fake beard and wizard robe to do that. I saw the wig at the dollar store yesterday and thought it was really cool so I got some makeup to go along with it. I think I'm going to go with my idea of the half and half only I'm going to do it in quarters instead so it will look really trippy. I want to do a practice run but I'm worried I won't have enough makeup to do it again. If it doesn't turn out right tomorrow I'll do something else with it instead.

[Morningriser]

Welcome to Devil's night everyone!

kGiYxCUAhks

[LuvablePsycho]

Welcome to Devil's night everyone!

kGiYxCUAhks

Awesome movie that was! ::cool::

My two favorite Tim Burton movies were Sleepy Hollow and Sweeney Todd. ::smile::

[Bloof]

Happy Halloween Goblins 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

[DeadbeatAtDawn]

https://66.media.tumblr.com/a40668b35c03f40e039620ca9ea47914/tumblr_phgtzaQzob1xo6426o1_540.jpg

[Morningriser]

Dani Divine says Happy Halloween!

https://scontent.flas1-2.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/45006037_1871327012915158_5612173752105172992_n.jp g?_nc_cat=100&_nc_ht=scontent.flas1-2.fna&oh=e3fa41dc60da848c18387c89e9564de3&oe=5C44356C

I would do so many "things" to this woman if I could.

[LuvablePsycho]

Dani Divine says Happy Halloween!

https://scontent.flas1-2.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/45006037_1871327012915158_5612173752105172992_n.jp g?_nc_cat=100&_nc_ht=scontent.flas1-2.fna&oh=e3fa41dc60da848c18387c89e9564de3&oe=5C44356C

I would do so many "things" to this woman if I could.

Reminds me of the succubus from the Castlevania games.

https://vignette.wikia.nocookie.net/castlevania/images/a/a9/Succubus_-_04.png/revision/latest?cb=20171030100839

[Morningriser]

I could see that. I know you wouldn't find her attractive because you are gay but this woman drives me insane. She is a fetish model and believe it or not she is a sweetheart and not stuck up at all. I've talked to her a few times. She lives in England. I keep telling her she should come to America to do some modeling but she said she's never been outside of Europe.

[LuvablePsycho]

I could see that. I know you wouldn't find her attractive because you are gay but this woman drives me insane. She is a fetish model and believe it or not she is a sweetheart and not stuck up at all. I've talked to her a few times. She lives in England. I keep telling her she should come to America to do some modeling but she said she's never been outside of Europe.

Well I am gay but I can still admire a woman for being beautiful. In fact I tell people all the time that if I were straight I would have a thing for Asian women because I think they're the most beautiful women on the planet. ::smile::

[Morningriser]

I agree, Asian women are beautiful. You know what I mean though. There are men I don't care to admit I think are handsome but it doesn't mean I am gay. Finding someone to be physically appealing is a lot different than being sexually attracted to them. There are plenty of women I think are beautiful but I'm not sexually attracted to them that makes any sense. With Dani Divine I find her both extremely beautiful and very sexually appealing

[Bloof]

Well I am gay but I can still admire a woman for being beautiful. In fact I tell people all the time that if I were straight I would have a thing for Asian women because I think they're the most beautiful women on the planet. ::smile::

Asian women are beautiful.

Does anyone else find it a little strange that MovieLover12 has been lurking here off and on all day even though you can't post anything or even see anything as far as I know for that matter?

I always had a soft spot for ML12 believe it or not.

[LuvablePsycho]

I agree, Asian women are beautiful. You know what I mean though. There are men I don't care to admit I think are handsome but it doesn't mean I am gay. Finding someone to be physically appealing is a lot different than being sexually attracted to them. There are plenty of women I think are beautiful but I'm not sexually attracted to them that makes any sense. With Dani Divine I find her both extremely beautiful and very sexually appealing

Yeah I completely understand what you mean. And Asian women really are gorgeous aren't they? Even the ones who are considered "plain" looking.

They have such petite bodies with good skin and high cheek bones and they have such beautiful silky black hair and slim dark eyes. They're just so naturally pretty in my opinion.

I may not be sexually attracted to them but every Asian woman I have ever met looks beautiful to me. ::love::

[LuvablePsycho]

Since I brought up the Succubus boss from Castlevania here's a video of the boss fight with her in Lament of Innocense.

https://youtu.be/NhZdiXrKDxM

I think whoever designed this bossfight was into the kinky stuff if you know what I mean. ::wink::

[MichaelMyers]

Happy Halloween!

[Bloof]

Happy Halloween!

::love::::love::

[LuvablePsycho]

Happy All Hallows Eve! ::devil::::danger::

[LuvablePsycho]

I only got to watch one of the movies I planned on watching which was Nosferatu. But at least I watched one of them for Halloween. ::big grin::

[Morningriser]

Since I brought up the Succubus boss from Castlevania here's a video of the boss fight with her in Lament of Innocense.

https://youtu.be/NhZdiXrKDxM

I think whoever designed this bossfight was into the kinky stuff if you know what I mean. ::wink::

I like kinky stuff. Is that alright with you? ::big grin::

So I have came to the conclusion that I am not a bar person at all. I went to the Millennium fandom bar, which is a nerd bar. I had never been there before and I might go back sometime since it's my kind of people there but Tonight I felt out of place. So nice to get out on Halloween dress up but otherwise it was just a waste of time and money. If anyone is wondering on my costume turned out, bad actually, here are some pictures.

[LuvablePsycho]

I like kinky stuff. Is that alright with you? ::big grin::

So I have came to the conclusion that I am not a bar person at all. I went to the Millennium fandom bar, which is a nerd bar. I had never been there before and I might go back sometime since it's my kind of people there but Tonight I felt out of place. So nice to get out on Halloween dress up but otherwise it was just a waste of time and money. If anyone is wondering on my costume turned out, bad actually, here are some pictures.

I like the freaky stuff too! You might think some of the stuff I'm into is very weird. ::big grin::::wink::

I like your costume dude. Not bad at all. ::cool::

I wish I could have done something for Halloween this year. Maybe I'll get to next year. I just hope my Mom doesn't throw one of those annoying Halloween parties where she invites all our drunken neighbors who I can't stand over like she used to do all the time. ::roll eyes::

[Morningriser]

Considering I am straight, probably ::big grin::

My makeup did not turn out the way I wanted it to. It was really shity cream makeup from the dollar store anyway so that probably explains why it looks more like camouflage then when I originally intended, one half of my face was supposed to be black and the other half was supposed to be white and all the detailing on the black side was supposed to be done and white and then in black on the white side the other and just looked weird haha

[LuvablePsycho]

I think you look kind of ghostly. Or maybe even warlock-like. ::cool::

[Morningriser]

Thanks. I'm guessing some of it had to do with the fact I was also a bit inebriated when I put my makeup on last night but I didn't have proper materials that I should have had in order to make it look right. I think if I go anywhere next year I'm not going to wear a costume. I'm honestly surprised I was able to find the bar last night in my way back home in the dark ::big grin::

[LuvablePsycho]

If I got to dress up this year I think I'd want to dress as an undead suicidal priest like the one from Lucio Fulci's City of the Living Dead aka The Gates of Hell.

[Morningriser]

Does anyone remember the game vampire the Masquerade or has anyone ever played it? I used to play it back in high school but then I never had anyone else to play it with. I made some friends on Facebook that live around here who have a vampire group that get together and they are doing it tomorrow evening and they invited me to come along. I am excited about this. This is the perfect opportunity for me to finally start making friends here.

[Dead Bad Things]

Well...I got smashed as hell on Friday nite.....got up the next day and there was a fingers width of Absinthe left in the bottle, I was like "No Way!!" ::big grin::
Tomorrow I'm headin' to the Day of the Dead parade. Have a good one y'all....

[LuvablePsycho]

Well...I got smashed as hell on Friday nite.....got up the next day and there was a fingers width of Absinthe left in the bottle, I was like "No Way!!" ::big grin::
Tomorrow I'm headin' to the Day of the Dead parade. Have a good one y'all....

Where do you live? ::smile::

[Dead Bad Things]

NW MT.

[Morningriser]

Take lots of pictures!

[LuvablePsycho]

I'm having to taper off a couple of my medications and I'm already starting to notice my mood swings. I haven't even started my new medication yet. :(

[Morningriser]

I really don't understand some people or their half assed so called logic. I keep forgetting no matter how nice you try to be to certain people, especially those who don't deserve my kindness, but I still try to be the bigger person anyway, it doesn't change the fact that there is no cure for being a cunt.

[Sculpt]

Well...I got smashed as hell on Friday nite.....got up the next day and there was a fingers width of Absinthe left in the bottle, I was like "No Way!!" ::big grin::
Tomorrow I'm headin' to the Day of the Dead parade. Have a good one y'all....

Sweet! That's gonna be quite a scene! Drive safe, Brother!

[LuvablePsycho]

Speaking of Day of the Dead, ain't it ironic how George Romero's zombie movie of the same title has nothing to do with the Mexican Holiday? ::stick out tongue::

[Morningriser]

So I made some friends last night! I went over to this guy's house where he and four others we're all set up and decked out and ready to play vampire the Masquerade which if any of you don't know is a tabletop role-playing game similar to Dungeons & Dragons. Yes, I am a hardcore nerd. I felt comfortable with them and they shared my kind of humor which is good because it can be pretty damn offencive to some people. They were friendly and there was one guy who appeared Asian or perhaps a Pacific Islander who appeared to be in his mid-to-late twenties that was talking about having to go to Pittsburgh next week for filming. I didn't really get to talk to him much about that because the game is going on and I was observing. I used to play vampire back in high school but these guys take it to a whole other level which I think is fucking awesome! I have been in Las Vegas 6 months and I think I am finally starting to make some friends. Life seems to be looking up for me for the time being. I can honestly say I am happy and these last 6 months have been the most liberating six months of my life.

[Dead Bad Things]

Well....guess we'll be seein' ya then bro..Peace!

[LuvablePsycho]

That's great Morningriser! I'm happy for you! :)

I need to make me some friends like that too. People who I can go visit and hang out with so I can get the hell away from Mommie Dearest. ::smile::

[Freak]

I can’t speak for anybody but myself but I find it harder to make friends as I get older. I think my anxiety has pretty much made me a recluse and the only thing I get invited to is bars and I refuse to do that.

[LuvablePsycho]

I can’t speak for anybody but myself but I find it harder to make friends as I get older. I think my anxiety has pretty much made me a recluse and the only thing I get invited to is bars and I refuse to do that.

I have Aspergers Syndrome which has always impaired my abilty to make friends but ironically I find it easier to make friends as I get older.

I only had one friend in my life but now I have a few friends on the internet who I like a lot. I think maybe I've learned from my own experiences how to be more social. ::smile::

[Freak]

I have Aspergers Syndrome which has always impaired my abilty to make friends but ironically I find it easier to make friends as I get older.

I only had one friend in my life but now I have a few friends on the internet who I like a lot. I think maybe I've learned from my own experiences how to be more social. ::smile::

I had a big social circle when I was younger but over the years most of them have either moved away or we just simple grown apart. Many have kids now and I don’t so there’s that. I moved to a new city a year ago and don’t know anybody outside of work and they are mostly younger people.

[Morningriser]

I don't think it really so much has to do with getting older being harder to make friends as it does that the world is changing. People are a whole lot more cautious than they used to be about who they open themselves up to and while it's never anything personal against you per se, people can't stop and take into account that not everyone is terrible but yet they treat strangers all the same. It also has to do with where you live. I live in Las Vegas in the majority of the people here are Hangers On so you need to be just as good as they are in their eyes or better or else you don't matter. Luckily there are still good people in this world. All the people I was hanging out with Friday night all seem to have really nice jobs and the guy who was hosting had a small home but it was still a really nice one in a residential area. They seem to work somehow in the entertainment industry as a few of them seem to work for a software company and at least two of them are cameramen. I'm just glad they don't look down on me like a lesser person because of my disability and having to be on Social Security.

[cheebacheeba]

These shoes are too tight.

Today, I resisted three AMAZING looking cakes they gave us at work. Not a bite.

[LuvablePsycho]

I don't think it really so much has to do with getting older being harder to make friends as it does that the world is changing. People are a whole lot more cautious than they used to be about who they open themselves up to and while it's never anything personal against you per se, people can't stop and take into account that not everyone is terrible but yet they treat strangers all the same. It also has to do with where you live. I live in Las Vegas in the majority of the people here are Hangers On so you need to be just as good as they are in their eyes or better or else you don't matter. Luckily there are still good people in this world. All the people I was hanging out with Friday night all seem to have really nice jobs and the guy who was hosting had a small home but it was still a really nice one in a residential area. They seem to work somehow in the entertainment industry as a few of them seem to work for a software company and at least two of them are cameramen. I'm just glad they don't look down on me like a lesser person because of my disability and having to be on Social Security.


I agree It's just harder for people to trust other people nowadays especially when they hear about all the horrible things that happen in the world.

I think the internet kind of makes it easier to make friends than real life though. It somehow feels safer to open up to people when you don't actually have to meet them. But the internet can be dangerous too because people lie about who they are and will prey on the naive and vulnerable.

[Morningriser]

Internet friends are good for people who don't really get out much and have trouble mingling with people in person. I used to be the same way but now I can say that real friends are so much more meaningful than people you know over the Internet, no offense to anyone if I just hurt your feelings because it's nothing personal at all. I just prefer real life experiences over digital ones because you honestly have no clue who you're talking to on the internet and people feel more obligated to be rude over the Internet because they know they can get away with it.

[LuvablePsycho]

Remember how I said before that I always wanted to be a dark evil witch? Guess who my Disney childhood hero was a as a kid? ::big grin::

https://youtu.be/BPhHkWciny8

Honestly, who wouldn't want to have magic powers that can get them anything they want? ::devil::

I'd be brewing potions, flying, shapeshifting, zapping fireballs and lightening bolts out my fingers, putting mind control spells on people, conjuring spirits and demons, gaining immortality, and all that fun stuff. ::cool::

I just hope I don't get caught by witchhunters and burned at the stake or crushed with heavy rocks. ::EEK!::

[LuvablePsycho]

I'm actually thinking about getting one of these for Christmas.

https://vignette.wikia.nocookie.net/livingdeaddolls/images/5/5c/Eer.jpg/revision/latest?cb=20161228032454

https://vignette.wikia.nocookie.net/livingdeaddolls/images/3/37/Eerv.jpg/revision/latest?cb=20161228032440

Seriously what horror fan wouldn't want a creepy undead mermaid doll? ::wink::

[Dead Bad Things]

Well...alltho I gave up action figures some time ago, books I never gave up. So dig...I been tryin' to line up plans for New Year's Eve, so I hooked up 6 advance VIP tix to a funk show. I had to print a PDF what ever that is..::confused:: so I go to the library for help to print out my tix...They go "Oh you can't you our computers, your currently banned"
::love:: I love my little town library ::love::

They say "You've reached the renewal limit on these few titles here. Just bring 'em in and prove their not lost, and you can check them back out again. I'm all cool. Go home, get the goods, come back.
The librarian scoops up three good titles on puts 'em under the desk. I thought it was all cool and I could hang onto 'em a while longer::sad::nope. She had to take my Betty Page bookmark outta one of 'em::big grin::

I sacrificed Horror literature for live funk. I know that's wrong, I'm holdin' 6 VIP tix tho.::smile::

[Morningriser]

Didn't your mother ever tell you not to watch porn on the library computers? Mine didn't either and I got in trouble once as well, when I was 16 ::big grin::

[LuvablePsycho]

I hate library computers. They always fuck up on me. ::sad::

[Morningriser]

I was 16 around the time when the internet started booming. I didn't have any money as a child in my family didn't either until I was 18 and I got my first computer. But before that anytime I wanted use the internet I had to go to the library. Needless to say I got in trouble and kicked off for a month for trying to print off naked pictures of Carmen Electra.

[Morningriser]

I have went and done a bad thing. I hadn't had a cigarette since the beginning of Summer and then Monday night for some reason I felt impost to buy a pack of cigarettes. I told myself all alone I was only going to get that one pack but this morning I smoked the last one and then I went and bought another pack. I have been drinking a lot of coffee lately and I think that might have something to do with it. I need to chill out on it. I was already having trouble sleeping as is before the time change considering I moved 3 time zones away but now that it's getting dark so early I am waking up really early and craving coffee. I am going to try my damndest to go tomorrow without it and after that stay the fuck away from it and cigarettes. I mean weed is already an expensive enough vice as it is.

[Bloof]

I have went and done a bad thing. I hadn't had a cigarette since the beginning of Summer and then Monday night for some reason I felt impost to buy a pack of cigarettes. I told myself all alone I was only going to get that one pack but this morning I smoked the last one and then I went and bought another pack. I have been drinking a lot of coffee lately and I think that might have something to do with it. I need to chill out on it. I was already having trouble sleeping as is before the time change considering I moved 3 time zones away but now that it's getting dark so early I am waking up really early and craving coffee. I am going to try my damndest to go tomorrow without it and after that stay the fuck away from it and cigarettes. I mean weed is already an expensive enough vice as it is.

Dont beat yourself up. I once quit for a whole year and ..boom..just bummed one off a friend and started up again. But Ive been cigarette free for about 28 years now. Never quit trying to quit.

[Morningriser]

When I first moved out here back in May I quit because a pack of Marlboros R8 fucking dollars here. I really had to watch my money because at the time my social security check was being garnished for something and I just couldn't afford that have it and then at the beginning of Summer when I took that girl and I was telling everyone about, she got me smoking again and I think it was so I could also Supply her with cigarettes but once I kicked her out I quit cold turkey again. Every now and then I thought about a cigarette but for some reason I had an Impulse Monday night. This is one habit I really don't need to get back.

[LuvablePsycho]

I'm having to quit a nasty addiction of my own. I managed to go four days without doing it and then I started doing it again every day the last several days so I'm trying to make myself quit again. :(

[LuvablePsycho]

https://image.ibb.co/i2zyyV/img-3518.jpg
Here's a picture of my baby neice. ::love::

[cheebacheeba]

That one is cute.
Still looks so new...

[BioLeng]

Friends, what quality antivirus for a laptop can you recommend?

[hammerfan]

https://image.ibb.co/i2zyyV/img-3518.jpg
Here's a picture of my baby neice. ::love::

OMG! She's adorable! Love her hair!

[Bloof]

https://image.ibb.co/i2zyyV/img-3518.jpg
Here's a picture of my baby neice. ::love::

Gorgeous. Very pretty little gown or sleep sack. Might be one of those ones that closes up at the bottom.

[Bloof]

That one is cute.
Still looks so new...

Think you and Anna will have another?

[LuvablePsycho]

Thanks guys! She us adorable isn't she? And my Mom and my brother's girlfriend picked that nightgown out for her they like those kinds of floral patterns. I think it looks beautiful and suits her very well. ::cool::

[Morningriser]

She's adorable psycho! You will have to corrupt her with good horror while she's young ::big grin::

[LuvablePsycho]

That's how I did my baby sister. ::big grin::

[Morningriser]

I wasn't exposed to her until I was around 5 years old and my first movie was a nightmare on Elm Street. I don't think it had even been on VHS very long but my dad rented it and on the first viewing it creeped me out and then the next morning I remember my dad and my mom move the Dining room table into the living room so we can watch it again while having breakfast because my dad became obsessed with that movie. I start having really bad hardcored nightmares and then my dad felt like moving me up to the big leagues so he exposed me to The Shining. I was pretty traumatized as a child I'm sure you all know by now haha. In all honesty parents shouldn't be exposing their children to movies like that at such an early age but whenever I got to watch something like that my parents were always there. They weren't the kind of people that would just let me loose with a PS4 controller and let me play GTA V even if those things were around back then. Crazy how things have changed in 30 years.

[Bloof]

Thanks guys! She us adorable isn't she? And my Mom and my brother's girlfriend picked that nightgown out for her they like those kinds of floral patterns. I think it looks beautiful and suits her very well. ::cool::

Lol, she looks like she getting ready to kick up her heels and start dancing! ::love::

[LuvablePsycho]

2I wasn't exposed to her until I was around 5 years old and my first movie was a nightmare on Elm Street. I don't think it had even been on VHS very long but my dad rented it and on the first viewing it creeped me out and then the next morning I remember my dad and my mom move the Dining room table into the living room so we can watch it again while having breakfast because my dad became obsessed with that movie. I start having really bad hardcored nightmares and then my dad felt like moving me up to the big leagues so he exposed me to The Shining. I was pretty traumatized as a child I'm sure you all know by now haha. In all honesty parents shouldn't be exposing their children to movies like that at such an early age but whenever I got to watch something like that my parents were always there. They weren't the kind of people that would just let me loose with a PS4 controller and let me play GTA V even if those things were around back then. Crazy how things have changed in 30 years.

My Mom never really cared what I watched or played because I could tell the difference between TV and real life. I was 10 when I first played Resident Evil. lol

And thanks bloof! :D

[Morningriser]

The first violent video game I was ever exposed to was Mortal Kombat. The first violent video game I ever owned was Mortal Kombat 2 and my grandmother about shit herself when she saw how violent it was.

[LuvablePsycho]

The first violent video game I was ever exposed to was Mortal Kombat. The first violent video game I ever owned was Mortal Kombat 2 and my grandmother about shit herself when she saw how violent it was.

As a kid I played everything from Resident Evil to Mortal Kombat to House of the Dead. ::cool::

[Morningriser]

Has anyone ever wonder if our universe is just a cog in a machine or something? I mean think about our son and all the energy it generates and then think about all the other suns in the Milky Way galaxy and all the energy they generate and then all the other universes and electrical fields that last for billions of light-years. Now think about all the black holes in the universe that sucks this energy out. Where does it go?

[LuvablePsycho]

I always heard matter cannot be created or destroyed. Maybe the afterlife plays into that? Assuming there really is some sort of afterlife for every living thing.

[Morningriser]

But I feel like our universe is just a speck in something much greater. I mean these black holes do have to lead somewhere, but where? It's like these black holes are taking the energy of our universe is creating like we are generating it to power something. Just like we can look under a microscope and see super small organisms, what if we are being looked at under a microscope right now by some sort of superior beings which I guess to us would be considered gods?

[LuvablePsycho]

But I feel like our universe is just a speck in something much greater. I mean these black holes do have to lead somewhere, but where? It's like these black holes are taking the energy of our universe is creating like we are generating it to power something. Just like we can look under a microscope and see super small organisms, what if we are being looked at under a microscope right now by some sort of superior beings which I guess to us would be considered gods?

You know I think that is a very strong possibility.

[Morningriser]

I would honestly say that seems the most logical rather than any crazy cockamamie religious story. I mean I feel like outside these black holes exist something that in our world would exist in a petri dish. Rather than there being one God or even a few what if it is an entire race of beings with the population the size of what our population is? It's really trippy to think about but if you look at the cycle of things, it does make sense. And who is to say they aren't Spec's in someone else's microscope?

[Dead Bad Things]

Y'all know it's a giant turtle with four elephants standin' on it's back right?..

[Sculpt]

But I feel like our universe is just a speck in something much greater. I mean these black holes do have to lead somewhere, but where? It's like these black holes are taking the energy of our universe is creating like we are generating it to power something. Just like we can look under a microscope and see super small organisms, what if we are being looked at under a microscope right now by some sort of superior beings which I guess to us would be considered gods?
I'm not a expert on blackholes, but try to keep up the research a bit. Last I heard most astrophysicists still think blackholes don't go anywhere, besides a theoretical singularity, which is very compacted matter with a great gravitational pull. It doesn't reflect light, that's the 'hole', a metaphorical hole, it's a black spot.

I'm not saying it can't be going somewhere, another dimension, but that's really a wormhole, which is in science fiction, but I'm not aware of any evidence for that. But to your other point, being observed, I think so.

[Morningriser]

Have any of you seen The Langoliers? They were devouring everything and wiping it from existence. That's what black holes do, they suck everything in and it no longer exists. There have even been reports that some scientists have created black holes here in research Labs but I don't know. It seems like if they did it would just keep growing beyond their control and devour us all. If black holes go nowhere then where does all of this energy go?

[Sculpt]

Have any of you seen The Langoliers? They were devouring everything and wiping it from existence. That's what black holes do, they suck everything in and it no longer exists. There have even been reports that some scientists have created black holes here in research Labs but I don't know. It seems like if they did it would just keep growing beyond their control and devour us all. If black holes go nowhere then where does all of this energy go?
As I understand it, the mass/energy goes to the center and stays there. The black hole is a sphere, at the center is the singularity.

Here's a youtube video that explains it:

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[Morningriser]

Nice video! As vast as it is, space is something we will never truly understand.

[LuvablePsycho]

I wonder if space really is endless?

[Morningriser]

The universe is always growing so probably not unless you find a way to break the dimensional barrier and enter a whole other Universe all together.

[Sculpt]

I wonder if space really is endless?
I've wondered that too. I remember thinking about that when I was a kid and it made me dizzy. ::big grin::

In a way, how could space not go on forever? It's the absence of matter. Matter in finite, we tend to think. But empty space? Of course now there's the concept of dark matter filling what we thought was empty outer space, but that's based on "missing mass/energy" calculations. Can't there be empty space beyond the reaches of the earliest photons? Why shouldn't there be nothingness beyond photoned-outer space?

[BioLeng]

Friends, what quality antivirus for a laptop can you recommend?
From the antivirus rating https://bestantiviruspro.org I selected such programs for myself:
Kaspersky
TotalAV
Scanguard
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[anglewitch]

Oh yeah celebrating some freedom guys. My girlfriend dumped me as of last week.

[LuvablePsycho]

Oh yeah celebrating some freedom guys. My girlfriend dumped me as of last week.

From the tone of your post I'm not sure whether to be happy or sad for you. ::big grin::

[Morningriser]

Well he sounds pretty damn happy about it although I was under the impression a month or so ago or whenever it was you posted that picture of the two of you that things were going well.

[Bloof]

Oh yeah celebrating some freedom guys. My girlfriend dumped me as of last week.

Her loss. You ok, grasshopper?

[LuvablePsycho]

I feel like joining the priesthood and then hanging myself in a cemetery so that I can open up the gates of hell. ::smile::

https://youtu.be/gIkpbWlZxFA

[Morningriser]

When I was at the crosswalk earlier walking back home from 7-Eleven, which is just across the street from my apartment complex, I was approached by some random guy who asked me if I had a "crystal contact" ::big grin::

[LuvablePsycho]

When I was at the crosswalk earlier walking back home from 7-Eleven, which is just across the street from my apartment complex, I was approached by some random guy who asked me if I had a "crystal contact" ::big grin::

Lol I once had a similar experience. I was walking home from my grandfather's house and had to cut through a Walmart parking lot and next thing I know this weird woman walks up to me. I used to have a metal necklace shaped like a nude woman and this lady was looking at my necklace and said something about being the woman in my necklace. ::stick out tongue::

[anglewitch]

From the tone of your post I'm not sure whether to be happy or sad for you. ::big grin::

Well he sounds pretty damn happy about it although I was under the impression a month or so ago or whenever it was you posted that picture of the two of you that things were going well.

Her loss. You ok, grasshopper?

Really I was pretty much confused about the break up. Our relationship was perfect. Shit, I don't think we even ever had an argument. All I know is I get back home late from work. 8:00 p.m. as a matter of fact. 3am to 8pm, God I hope that never happens again.
I get back late she texts me and I quote:

1: *** I need to talk to you, now.
2: Okay, what's up wolf?
1: I need to talk to on your house phone. I have to tell you this in words.
1: ****** I am in bed. I'm tired. I've got to get up at 4 and mom and dad are in the living room watching tv where the only house phone is and I am sure as hell not going to interrupt them. It's not like we're breaking up are we?
2: (thumbs up)
1: What?
2: Oh shoot ignore that. That was an accident.
1: Oh, thank God my heart raced for a moment there.
2: Oh it raced for a reason.
1: .....
1: Damn it, drop the cloak and dagger and tell me. You're killing me here.
2: I can't drop the dagger that's what hurts.

And we go back and forth for about 10 minutes
And finally get her to say what I already knew the answer too.

2: i want you to understand I still love you with all my heart, but can't be in a relationship with you anymore.::roll eyes::

Back and forth some more
I convince her to think about what she is doing. Dumb move cost me a nights sleep. She thinks aboutit . At 4:30

1: I've made my decision. I can't be with you anymore good bye.

Aaaand that was it.
It was so awkward and abrupt that I still don't have any idea what the heckland happened. I was a gentleman to her. I treated her well, hell I never cursed in front of her not even a damn.
It's so weird our last date was 2 days before and we were happy and having a good time watching horror movies, going for walks and all.
I don't know. Damn I didn't even cry at our break up I was so befuddled. I was hurt yes, but mostly confused
I feel like hank hills here.

[anglewitch]

Is é an chéad ghrá a chailleadh ná gráin cruithneachta a chailleadh ón bhfómhar.

[anglewitch]

That was the shittiest Friday too.
This little bastard below was what got me home late.

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[LuvablePsycho]

Sorry to hear you had such a shitty Friday dude. :(

If it's any consolation mine wasn't too good either. I found out my amonia levels are too high and they are going to lower another one of my Bipolar meds and it has me worried. :(

[Bloof]

Sounds rough, A. Heck, we've all been through it, probably everyone here on this board. One of the shitty parts of life I expect.

[LuvablePsycho]

Sounds rough, A. Heck, we've all been through it, probably everyone here on this board. One of the shitty parts of life I expect.

Actually not all of us. I've never dated or been in a relationship. I'd like to be someday but it just hasn't happened yet. ::embarrassment::

[Morningriser]

Did you guys know that even though she gets a lot of the credit for ruining the Godfather 3, Sofia Coppola wasn't even meant to play Michael Corleone's daughter? I forget her name but she was the star of the show my sister Sam back in the 80s. She was killed by an obsessed fan and Sofia Coppola was an emergency last-minute replacement. There is some trivia for you fucks ::big grin::

[LuvablePsycho]

Did you guys know that even though she gets a lot of the credit for ruining the Godfather 3, Sofia Coppola wasn't even meant to play Michael Corleone's daughter? I forget her name but she was the star of the show my sister Sam back in the 80s. She was killed by an obsessed fan and Sofia Coppola was an emergency last-minute replacement. There is some trivia for you fucks ::big grin::

I saw a show about that case on I.D. ::smile::

[Morningriser]

So did I. They said that role would have made her a huge star. It is so sad how far some people take their obsessions when they claim to be in love with these people.

[LuvablePsycho]

So did I. They said that role would have made her a huge star. It is so sad how far some people take their obsessions when they claim to be in love with these people.

Stalkers are very scary and dangerous and unfortunetly when you work in showbusiness you attract a lot of them. ::sad::

[hammerfan]

Did you guys know that even though she gets a lot of the credit for ruining the Godfather 3, Sofia Coppola wasn't even meant to play Michael Corleone's daughter? I forget her name but she was the star of the show my sister Sam back in the 80s. She was killed by an obsessed fan and Sofia Coppola was an emergency last-minute replacement. There is some trivia for you fucks ::big grin::

I heard it was supposed to be Winona Ryder, but, she couldn't do it. And that's why she's in Bram Stoker's Dracula, to make up to Coppola for not being able to do Godfather 3.

*EDIT
Had to look it up. From IMDB:
Dropped out of The Godfather: Part III (1990). She said in an interview later that year that she arrived in Rome to film and simply could not get out of bed. A Doctor was called and ordered her to return home and sleep.

[Morningriser]

Well I am confused then. I watch the same thing on ID that psycho did and they never actually said what character the girl was supposed to play but they said it was supposed to make her a huge star so considering the only major female role in the movie for someone her age would have been Michael's daughter. I mean she had already been cast but maybe Winona Ryder was supposed to be her replacement and then since she got sick Sofia Coppola took over.

[Bloof]

Well I am confused then. I watch the same thing on ID that psycho did and they never actually said what character the girl was supposed to play but they said it was supposed to make her a huge star so considering the only major female role in the movie for someone her age would have been Michael's daughter. I mean she had already been cast but maybe Winona Ryder was supposed to be her replacement and then since she got sick Sofia Coppola took over.

veled to Los Angeles a third time and, after locating Schaeffer's apartment, roamed the neighborhood asking passersby if Schaeffer actually lived there.[4]*Certain that the address was correct, he approached the porch and rang the doorbell.[15]*Schaeffer, who was preparing for an audition for a role in*The Godfather Part III*and expecting a script to be delivered, answered the door.[16][17]Bardo showed Schaeffer a letter and autograph she had previously sent him and, after a short conversation,[18]*Schaeffer asked Bardo not to come back to her home again. He then went to a local diner nearby and had breakfast.[4]*An hour later, Bardo returned to Schaeffer's apartment for a second time.[15]*Schaeffer answered the door again with "a cold look on her face," Bardo later said.[8]*Bardo pulled out a gun from a brown paper bag and shot her in the chest at*point-blank range*in the doorway of her apartment building.[19]*Schaeffer screamed and collapsed in her doorway bleeding as Bardo fled. A neighbor phoned*paramedics, who arrived to transport her to*Cedars-Sinai Medical Center. Schaeffer was pronounced dead thirty minutes after her arrival.
From wiki Rebecca Schaeffer.

[Morningriser]

Oh okay I get it now. On the ID show they actually said she got the role so that's why I was confused.

[LuvablePsycho]

ID doesn't always get their facts right about murders just so you know. ::wink:: I mean their shows are more about entertainment than being actual crime documentaries.

[Morningriser]

But I really don't understand how saying she got the role rather than say she was preparing to audition for the role would change things. According to them the obsessed fan came to her house earlier that day and got an autograph from her butt she was busy and didn't really like the idea of him being there so she sent him away and then he came back later that day and shot her. That's what the show on ID said.

[LuvablePsycho]

You know an ID show I really like? Deadly Women. Or as I like to call it "Psycho Bitches From Hell!" ::danger::

[Morningriser]

Deadly Women is pretty cool. Sometimes they have gotten pretty hardcore. My favorites are Web of Lies and your worst nightmare.

I was just thinking it's interesting how in that episode about the actress getting killed, they used John Lennon's death as an example of celebrity stalkers killing the celebrities they idolize. Just like Mark David Chapman dead, by approaching Lennon earlier in the day and asking for an autograph, which he received, that is exactly how the actresses killer acted. I hate to keep referring to her as the actress but I can't remember her name.

[Morningriser]

See no evil is another good one I forgot about where they use surveillance cameras to solve cases. At the end of the month there is going to be a new show called body cam where they show dangerous situations cops were in where they caught it on camera. That should be pretty nice as well.

[LuvablePsycho]

One I really liked is The Homicide Hunter. I bet Joe Kenda is a cool guy in real life who knows his shit.

[Morningriser]

Yeah that's a good one but I feel like he's holding back a lot. You can't tell me all that time working for homicide in Colorado Springs he never killed anyone. He has never talked about killing anyone on the show. It could be a mental block or just something he prefers not to talk about. When I was in college I took a criminal justice class which was taught by a former Sergeant or Lieutenant, I can't remember, from Cincinnati. The very first thing on the first day he said after introducing himself was to not ask him if he ever killed anyone. But even then aside from killing, I still feel like he's holding back some pretty juicy stories. For example, he works for the Colorado Springs Police Department and the whole black klansman incident takes place in Colorado Springs around the time he would have been a rookie. I would love to hear his account of that.

[LuvablePsycho]

Yeah that's a good one but I feel like he's holding back a lot. You can't tell me all that time working for homicide in Colorado Springs he never killed anyone. He has never talked about killing anyone on the show. It could be a mental block or just something he prefers not to talk about. When I was in college I took a criminal justice class which was taught by a former Sergeant or Lieutenant, I can't remember, from Cincinnati. The very first thing on the first day he said after introducing himself was to not ask him if he ever killed anyone. But even then aside from killing, I still feel like he's holding back some pretty juicy stories. For example, he works for the Colorado Springs Police Department and the whole black klansman incident takes place in Colorado Springs around the time he would have been a rookie. I would love to hear his account of that.

Killing a person isn't exactly something to be proud of so I can understand why a lot of cops don't like to talk about it. Plus cops see some pretty fucked up things on a daily basis like babies getting killed because mothers decided to hold them up as human shields against violent boyfriends. I bet he has seen some really awful things that he doesn't feel comfortable talking about and I don't blame him.

I feel kind of sorry for cops. It's a very thankless job and you put yourself at risk every day trying to protect the peace and people really seem to hate cops.

[Morningriser]

I respect the cops who do their jobs right but otherwise, the corrupt ones get absolutely no sympathy from me.

[LuvablePsycho]

I respect the cops who do their jobs right but otherwise, the corrupt ones get absolutely no sympathy from me.

I agree, but it's sad that the ones who are just trying to do their jobs get treated like shit by people.

[Morningriser]

I have a date Friday night. *knock on wood*

[LuvablePsycho]

I have a date Friday night. *knock on wood*

Awesome man! ::cool::

Speaking of which I've met a guy from the UK who is also gay and has Aspergers just like me and I really like him a lot and he has even complimented me on my picture telling me that I look cute and he wouldn't mind going out with me if we lived closer in the same country. ::embarrassment::

I really like this guy a lot and I wish I could date him. I like telling him all about what it's like living in the US and he tells me all about the UK and we discuss things we like and dislike about our countries.

He's an awesome guy, and he thinks I'm cute... ::love::

[anglewitch]

I hate apples now.

[Morningriser]

Awesome man! ::cool::

Speaking of which I've met a guy from the UK who is also gay and has Aspergers just like me and I really like him a lot and he has even complimented me on my picture telling me that I look cute and he wouldn't mind going out with me if we lived closer in the same country. ::embarrassment::

I really like this guy a lot and I wish I could date him. I like telling him all about what it's like living in the US and he tells me all about the UK and we discuss things we like and dislike about our countries.

He's an awesome guy, and he thinks I'm cute... ::love::
Congrats man! Long-distance relationships can be a challenge, especially when it's that far away and they are in another country because it makes it very difficult to see each other. I do hope the two of you keep talking though and maybe one day and Rain something where you can meet. I'm happy for you homie.

I guess you couldn't necessarily call what I'm doing a date. She and I have been talking for about a week and she is going to come over here Friday after she gets off work and we are going to order a pizza or something and she wants to cuddle and watch this season of American Horror Story in its entirety since the finale is tonight and she hasn't seen any of it yet since she wanted to wait until it was all over so she could watch it all at once. I'm not going to get my hopes up or anything here but I think I might get me some. ::big grin::


Edit: never mind, she just asked me if I would choke her for a while when she's here so I think that's pretty much an indication.

[LuvablePsycho]

Congrats man! Long-distance relationships can be a challenge, especially when it's that far away and they are in another country because it makes it very difficult to see each other. I do hope the two of you keep talking though and maybe one day and Rain something where you can meet. I'm happy for you homie.

I guess you couldn't necessarily call what I'm doing a date. She and I have been talking for about a week and she is going to come over here Friday after she gets off work and we are going to order a pizza or something and she wants to cuddle and watch this season of American Horror Story in its entirety since the finale is tonight and she hasn't seen any of it yet since she wanted to wait until it was all over so she could watch it all at once. I'm not going to get my hopes up or anything here but I think I might get me some. ::big grin::


Edit: never mind, she just asked me if I would choke her for a while when she's here so I think that's pretty much an indication.

That would be so wonderful, but even if we can only stay good friends I wouldn't mind that at all. I enjoy talking to him and reading his messages every day. ::love::

That girl has a choke fetish? My cousin does too except he likes to do the choking. ::big grin::

[Morningriser]

Yeah from what I gather this girl gets freaky. She also has one of those little girl daddy fetishes as well. She and I have a lot in common and I really don't want this to be a random hookup and she doesn't either. I'll just take it slow and be myself and just see what happens.

[LuvablePsycho]

Yeah from what I gather this girl gets freaky. She also has one of those little girl daddy fetishes as well. She and I have a lot in common and I really don't want this to be a random hookup and she doesn't either. I'll just take it slow and be myself and just see what happens.

I'm sure that's the best way to go about things and maybe you two will end up really liking each other? ::wink::

[anglewitch]

I had to go to funeral yesterday evening after work. My car's engine blew.
Damn it what the fuck is going on? I have been working my ass off saving every penny I can get to buy a house, but now that ship has sailed.

[LuvablePsycho]

I had to go to funeral yesterday evening after work. My car's engine blew.
Damn it what the fuck is going on? I have been working my ass off saving every penny I can get to buy a house, but now that ship has sailed.

I call it "The Curse of the Holidays".

It feels like in my family things like that happen every year around this time of year too. A car tears up, the fridge or oven stops working, somebody we know dies, and we are always flat broke and can't afford anything. ::sad::

[anglewitch]

Mercury is in retrograde. That's always a bitch.

I was going to do something special this year for christmas too. My grandfather has been battling cancer for the past few months now. So it was agreed that we can't exchange gifts this year. So I had money set aside to by a christmas goose and a big dinner, and I was going to buy gifts for everybody.

[LuvablePsycho]

Sorry to hear about your grandfather. :( My Mom said we are probably going to have to wait until January to do our Christmas. We have no money because we are in the process of moving back to Georgia and my mom has had to spend a lot on getting our old trailer fixed up so that it can be livable when we move back. Plus she isn't working right now.

[Morningriser]

Tonight was nice. It didn't go the way I thought it was going to but that's okay. I actually like this woman. I think we are going to see each other again next weekend.

[LuvablePsycho]

Tonight was nice. It didn't go the way I thought it was going to but that's okay. I actually like this woman. I think we are going to see each other again next weekend.

That's awesome buddy! ::wink::

[Morningriser]

Thanks man. Apparently her asking me if I would choke her was just a hypothetical question. I guess I just took it as she was asking me to choke her when she came over. She had a shity day yesterday and came over anyway which tells me a lot.

[LuvablePsycho]

I was feeling optimistic lately about spirituality and even started believing in the possibility of a higher power and an afterlife. All it took was one narcissist of a Christian with a conceited attitude on life saying, and I quote: "It's impossible for me to go to hell because I believe in Jesus" to shatter all that.


I'm feel so disappointed right now. Now I remember why I refuse to ever convert. ::sad::

[cheebacheeba]

So it's been about 5 weeks since Spal (the wife) started her diet and gym routine after being falsely diagnosed diabetic - it was actually pre-diabetic.

She's been absolutely smashing it.

I've been smashing it too...well, a little less, and only for about 2-3 weeks.

So anyways yesterday we had our cheat day after she got her follow up blood test.
So, throughout the day...
Bought some sweet cake type things.
She bought some chocolate kingston biscuits (I mean sweet ones, like stuffed cookies) she loves.
Tried "Little Caesars" which only just made it's way here to Australia a while ago.
I bought a Big Mac meal.
I also got myself a pack of watermelon flavoured "zappo" which is I guess, kind of taffy?

It's funny the things you get used to, and how your body reacts to things.

First of all I'd like to say Little Caesers, if you compare it to the dominos and pizza huts here? Is actually great.

Appetite. Not great any more.

I had to ditch 90% of the bread on my big mac.

Can't drink soda any more. Tried Pepsi. Tried vanilla coke. Just tastes way too sweet now, and kind of makes me sick in the stomach.

Couldn't eat more than half a zappo candy.

The cakes (eclair type stuff) were nice but yeah sure tasted super sweet and wating more than a few bites was difficult.

Spal can't even eat the biscuits, and she LOVED those things.

In fact...the pizza stuff was the only thing that wasn't offputting.
Nice pizza, great Parmesan breadstick things, and I love how they give you their signature sauce for dipping...the cinnamon thing was a bit much...

Feel like absolute shit today.

So cheat days from now on will be, only one thing we "shouldn't be eating" each, and yeah, soda is out. For good.

Pretty happy about the soda thing, at the same time stupidly, I am disappointed.
I actually liked the idea of enjoying a super cold can of coke...but yeah it just doesn't do shit for me any more.
So from now on it's down to my coffee, tea, lots of water and a juice here and there.

The gym stuff is hard...I'm 37 and have been outta gym for like 2-3 years...but yknow what?

As usual most of the challenge aside from shaking off the rust etc, is psychological. When I'm there I just get on with it. Before going, it sucks.

So I've been going in the mornings before work which was another hurdle to get used to but it really shows that the body is so much more capable of change, and physical activity than the mind would have us believe.
I'm actually used to it now.

So. Feeling proud. More of Spal than of myself...
I haven't stepped on a scale since my return, but she's lost 3-4 kilos, and that's with a previously fractured back. She's so strong to stay the course and be as disciplined as she has been.

We're both feeling less bloated, more energetic, just "better", she's looking more trim and posture is improved...dunno about myself.
I'm just focusing on moving forward without any kind of aesthetics or numbers coming into play until I know the result will be more encouraging.

So yeah we're both at it again, not giving up...it's still not the best fun...but it is what it is, and we're better for it.

Picked up an air roaster/fryer yesterday. Can't wait to try it out.

[Morningriser]

You will have to give us an update on that air fryer cheebs. I don't really know Much about them.

How did you like Little Caesars? They are fucking awesome here in the states.

[cheebacheeba]

Will do.

As a franchise, I'd put them above the Dominos and Pizza Huts we have here in terms of quality, base integrity/give, and sauce.
...Gotta love that they give out packets of chilli flakes too...

[Morningriser]

Pretty much everywhere has the packs of red pepper here. Don't get me wrong, I love Domino's. I think their boneless chicken is the tits but yes there is something about Little Caesars that is special. About 25 years ago we got a Little Caesars back home and in those days when you ordered a pizza they gave you two pizzas for the price of one. For the longest time they put them in a single box as well. They were about two and a half feet in length and I actually found one that my mother had put away for some reason back in the day. I kind of remember it. They were having some kind of football promotion going on and the top of the box was a football field. I'm not quite sure why my mother kept that all these years but when I was cleaning out some of her things last year in her old China cabinet I came across it.

There is a pizza place here in Vegas called Boston Pizza and it's down on the strip near the stratosphere. They have the most amazing and delicious pizza I have ever had and I have had pizza all over the place.

[LuvablePsycho]

Man I love Little Caesars! Cheap and Tasty! ::love::

[Morningriser]

So I got these beautiful babies in the mail yesterday. They are 00g and I had no idea stretching up from a 0 would hurt so fucking much. Those tapirs left a stinging in my ears but it was totally worth it. Hail Satanic craftsmanship!

[LuvablePsycho]

So I got these beautiful babies in the mail yesterday. They are 00g and I had no idea stretching up from a 0 would hurt so fucking much. Those tapirs left a stinging in my ears but it was totally worth it. Hail Satanic craftsmanship!

Cool shit! ::devil::::cool::

Speaking of things dark and evil looking:

https://image.ibb.co/ijEPfL/20181118-043207.jpg

[Morningriser]

Is anyone else watching WWE Survivor Series?

[LuvablePsycho]

Is anyone else watching WWE Survivor Series?

Nope. ::big grin::

[Morningriser]

Why the hell is it so fucking quiet today? Must be a lazy day...

[Morningriser]

YI know this is a music video and belongs in the music Forum but this is so fucking awesome I wanted you guys to check it out!

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[cheebacheeba]

The psychological battle with myself to not want to go to gym is in full swing tonight. I won't let me win though, I'll let me me win.

[Morningriser]

shit I wish I could go to the gym but the only one around here I can afford is the free one at my apartment but they have had a closed for over a month because they are renovating the laundry room. The shity thing about that though is the laundry room was gutted out over a month ago and it has just been sitting ever since and I haven't been able to get a workout other than getting out and walking.

[LuvablePsycho]

I won't more horror movies on bluray. T-T

I've already watched the 5 I have.

[Morningriser]

You guys want to hear a tragic story? This girl wants to have sex with me but she lives in Scotland..
::shocked:: ::big grin::

[LuvablePsycho]

You guys want to hear a tragic story? This girl wants to have sex with me but she lives in Scotland..
::shocked:: ::big grin::

Haggis. ::big grin::

[Morningriser]

Haggis. ::big grin::

::big grin::

At first I thought that said haggle. this girl is sweet but I think she just likes to fuck. What kind of guy would I be to deny her such a request though if she were to ever come to Las Vegas?

[LuvablePsycho]

::big grin::

At first I thought that said haggle. this girl is sweet but I think she just likes to fuck. What kind of guy would I be to deny her such a request though if she were to ever come to Las Vegas?

Just be careful that she doesn't get you drunk and you wake up the next morning missing your wallet or a kidney. Shit happens. ::stick out tongue::

[Morningriser]

I doubt I'm ever going to meet this girl but if I did it would be kind of hard for her to get very far considering she is from Scotland and would it really have the means to come into a foreign country and do something like that but thanks for the tip haha..

I'm still trying to figure out what's going on with this girl I saw Friday. She's having some family issues and told me she needed some space. Since then she has been a ghost on Facebook and everything. We are just getting to know each other so she hasn't really elaborated but I imagine it must be something pretty important. I'll just have to play it by ear and see what happens.

[LuvablePsycho]

I doubt I'm ever going to meet this girl but if I did it would be kind of hard for her to get very far considering she is from Scotland and would it really have the means to come into a foreign country and do something like that but thanks for the tip haha..

I'm still trying to figure out what's going on with this girl I saw Friday. She's having some family issues and told me she needed some space. Since then she has been a ghost on Facebook and everything. We are just getting to know each other so she hasn't really elaborated but I imagine it must be something pretty important. I'll just have to play it by ear and see what happens.
It must have been something awful in her family. I hope everything is OK. :(

[Morningriser]

I think her family is just in some kind of turmoil or something because she lives with her grandparents here and is originally from Los Angeles. She moved out here to help her grandparents out and apparently something's going on and a bunch of other people in her family are moving in as well and it has her In kind of a tough spot. I hate that all this shit is happening right when she and I are meeting each other because it's making getting-to-know-each-other difficult. all I can really do is respect her wishes and see if she starts talking to me again when she gets her shit straightened out. I think she might be doing this now though because we just met each other and like I said before, the fact that she had a bad day Friday and was in kind of a bad mood Friday night but still chose to come over and hang out with me anyway tells me that she really was interested in me. We agreed to take things slow as we have both been taken to the cleaners and back in previous relationships. I'm trying not to think about it too much but the kind of person I am makes that pretty difficult.

[LuvablePsycho]

I just hope everything works out both for you and for her. :)

[Morningriser]

Happy Thanksgiving guys.

I hate to sound so Grim but I had a random thought. On September 11th, 2001, we had our second ever large-scale attack within the United States from an outside source. I feel like that might be the day that all this new hatred began in our country. Back before Pearl Harbor, life in America for the most part was like it was portrayed in shows like Leave it to Beaver later on in the 50s. Life after Pearl Harbor though seemed to harden up a lot of people. More serial killers and violent crimes emerged. They were always there but it just seems like something lit a spark when we were bombed in World War II. Fast-forward 60 years when our culture has totally changed and people seem to be much more emotionally delicate than they were when Pearl Harbor happened. Along with social media and other websites that allow people to communicate with one another without running the risk of saying the wrong thing and provoking physical violence, people are becoming braver which then sends them out into the world being a little more confident and attempting to get away with things they could on the internet but all it does is create more violence and hate and crime. Even after all of that, the sad truth is, our very own America is provoking every single bit of it and destroying itself from the inside out and for what, ratings?

[LuvablePsycho]

Happy Thanksgiving guys.

I hate to sound so Grim but I had a random thought. On September 11th, 2001, we had our second ever large-scale attack within the United States from an outside source. I feel like that might be the day that all this new hatred began in our country. Back before Pearl Harbor, life in America for the most part was like it was portrayed in shows like Leave it to Beaver later on in the 50s. Life after Pearl Harbor though seemed to harden up a lot of people. More serial killers and violent crimes emerged. They were always there but it just seems like something lit a spark when we were bombed in World War II. Fast-forward 60 years when our culture has totally changed and people seem to be much more emotionally delicate than they were when Pearl Harbor happened. Along with social media and other websites that allow people to communicate with one another without running the risk of saying the wrong thing and provoking physical violence, people are becoming braver which then sends them out into the world being a little more confident and attempting to get away with things they could on the internet but all it does is create more violence and hate and crime. Even after all of that, the sad truth is, our very own America is provoking every single bit of it and destroying itself from the inside out and for what, ratings?


Not to mention racism seems to get a lot worse every time something like that happens. Think about how we treated the Japanese during World War 2 by locking them and their families up in internment camps and laughing about "the only good Jap is a dead Jap" while dropping atomic bombs on their country that destroyed two cities and caused thousands of people to die from painful radiation sickness.

Now think about how we have treated the Muslims in the Middle East after 9/11 and America's current attitude towards them. You see my point?

[LuvablePsycho]

https://youtu.be/UJOjTNuuEVw

I wish I could be rich lol then I'd be singing this song everywhere I go. ::big grin::

[LuvablePsycho]

I've been home by myself for weeks I feel so lonely. ::sad::

[anglewitch]

Bought a new car. Honda crv 2012. Brown, only 70, 000 miles.
Also dating some siberian babe i met in tn.

[Bloof]

Bought a new car. Honda crv 2012. Brown, only 70, 000 miles.
Also dating some siberian babe i met in tn.

The Gods have been good to you, grasshopper. Well pleased to hear it.

[Morningriser]

Bought a new car. Honda crv 2012. Brown, only 70, 000 miles.
Also dating some siberian babe i met in tn.


Congrats homie! See, that didn't take you very long did it? They say the best way to get over a woman is to get under another.

[LuvablePsycho]

And the fastest way to a man's heart is with a kitchen knife.

Just something for any potential knifey wifeys here. ::stick out tongue::

[Morningriser]

What are you talking about?

After watching Cam, I am now considering the possibility of pushing to having my user name changed to TedCumberBundy.

[LuvablePsycho]

What are you talking about?

After watching Cam, I am now considering the possibility of pushing to having my user name changed to TedCumberBundy.

I think the changes made to my Bipolar Medication are fucking me up. ::big grin::

[Morningriser]

Regardless that was still a bit rude. I mean the last time he came on here he was talking about his girlfriend breaking up with him and while he didn't act like it was the end of the world or anything but he was still a little bummed. Bloof and I were just congratulating him as he seemed happy with His new car and girlfriend. Why would you feel the need to turn a positive conversation into such a negative one?

I hate it that you are having problems at home but I am going to tell you the exact same thing I told ML12, Don't take your personal issues out on others here. This is where we go to escape the everyday bullshit and come together in a peaceful environment and when people come in here using their own personal problems to fuel the way they act in here it just makes things and unnecessary drawn out shitshow that all of us try to avoid. I'm not trying to be rude or anything with you but seriously, chill out man. I mean I am going to be blunt here, you scream of someone who is trying their damnedest to get attention from anyone here. I mean the other day on Thanksgiving you were telling us about how you had dinner but your mom had to leave to take somebody to the hospital but then just randomly say you have been alone for weeks. I hate that for you but what do you want us to do about it? I mean I get that you want friends and you're antisocial and it is tough for you to socialize with others oh, believe me, I was once there myself, but you seriously come off too strong no matter what it is you're trying to talk about your and I can't speak for others that I already told you how it made me feel I want to be your friend but seriously, aggressive attitude.

[anglewitch]

She sure is a beauty. Green eyes, and the best smile you can ever ask for. She is perhaps the most compassionate woman i have ever met. Of course i was immediately love struck by her considering that she is a leo and i am a pisces. Even though cats and fish are mortal enemies in real life, the zodiac says otherwise. The food she cooks is real good too.
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