Falling Behind

Here's a pitiful enigma of hate only it's distributed in words. Just something I like to do in my spare time [all the time]..


-:: Falling Behind ::-

I'm grasping for those little things
Those things I love so dear
Thinking of those memories
That held me down in fear
But I'm broken by those memories
That trouble my misrable life
Now I'm stuck here dreaming of better things
But I'm still far from the light

Someone save me from my misery
Instead you all drown me in my agony
Just to break into my head

I'm sinking into this mess you brought
You're suffocating my mind
Your ego is breaking lose
I'm falling behind.
Falling behind.
Again.

How come I am here standing still?
My bones are shattered apart
I'm bleeding through my inner wounds
That's damaging my heart
I'm forging myself to command
The light within myself
To shine out above me
And guide me through this Hell..

I'm breaking all the rules tonight
Digging this knife into my skin
Trying to melting away all those sins
That were left here for me to begin
I wander around aimlessly deep into the night
Trying to find the purpose
The purpose that I need to fight

Again I'm sinking into this mess you brought
You're suffocating my mind
Your ego is breaking lose
I wish I could explain the feeling
The feeling I want to show
But what you're seeing was never real
Now I just wanna shove this down your throat
I'm falling behind.
Falling behind.
Again..


[-x-].Fiona.[-x-]

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