Goodbye

[pinkfloyd45769]

Originally posted by trippin_the_rif
Well, I thought I was adressing the mental illness issue, but I could be wrong. And that's all we were trying to do before Cheeb insinuated that I was using this to wave my dick in her face. But I'll agree. There's plenty of us here that are willing to help her. But the negativity, I'm sure hurts. And she doesnt need any of that.

I think you have a right to bitch,but I know Haunted knows you are here to help her. Im here for her to and I hope she gets better!! I also agree that the negativity isnt helping.

[Spallalala]

Originally posted by trippin_the_rif
And that's all we were trying to do before Cheeb insinuated that I was using this to wave my dick in her face.

Im pretty sure he didn't say it like that did he.
Maybe you should stop acting like a perverted dick around certain females in here then.

Anyway enough of that.

[meetthecreeper]

Haunted-you know where I am if you ever need me. I pray to the Gods that you feel better. I love you so very much.

Trippin the Riff-I dont care if your a perv. What man isnt??? Kudos to you brother for doing what you do.

Cheebs-Disappointment-thats all I can say. I know a thing or 2 about you. The pot shouldnt be calling the kettle anything.

By the way watch for my sign. I give out one and thats it. Next time no mercy. By the by, I feel for you also in the pain you have gone thru. But instead of acting this way, maybe you should be a bit more understanding. If you cant do that then maybe you should just be quiet.

Oh yea and anybody who just came in here to be a jagoff. Dagda got something for you.

[novakru]

I don't care who you are or what you've done-if you're at a low point-I'll say something uplifting and/or positive,if I am able.

Also,this just occured to me.
I am not so sure my previous attempt at suicide when I was young and in serious pain from abuse after abuse that it would have had much affect,but it would now.
I have kids now and that changes everything.
It Would be selfish now,and thank goodness I won't allow myself to fall into that comfortably numb emotion that beckons daily.
And thank goodness I have people around me now that WOULD say something to shake that mind-set when I do not feel I have the energy to do so for myself.

This is a tough issue,and I am not really sure what can make it better-I just know once someone is set on one extreme or the other-it rarely changes.

[Haunted]

Dagda gotta get behind The Morrighan;)

I'm determined to have a really great Samhain despite defecation from the mouths of the unconscienable. (It means- those without conscience- a truly horrible condition).

Unfortunately, I DO have psychosis, and thats just fyi. However, it's not my main issue. That would be "acute chronic depression" as the diagnosis reads. Mental illness runs in my family like wine. I couldn't escape it if I tried.

I swear to Goddess I was not attention whoring. I really and honestly just needed to spill my guts. There was no where else to go. As I said, I was alone, hurting, and more than a little upset. I needed a place to unleash. You can bet your ass I won't come here for any support again.

Well, to those of you who maintained contact and friendship, I've figured out how to send one private message to a lot of people. So, if I ever get in a bad way again, I'll pm you guys with my phone number. That way, I can hear friendly voices (yes there's a pune there).

Once again, I'm really sorry this thread has escalated the way it has. I was expecting a few "Get well girl! Here's my number..." and then it'd fade into obscurity like the rest of my threads. (The one thread....sheesh :rolleyes: )

Thanks to those who've at least tried to understand. A big thanks to who've been supportive through "hell week." A big raseberry to those who don't know what in the cornbread hell they're talking about. Finally a big middle finger to anyone who called me a name or was in anyway derrogatory.

As you can tell I've made friends with the WWW (Wicked Witch of the West), and she's teaching me some tricks. So some of youse betta watch out!;) What with it bein' Samhain and everything.

[Marroe]

well this is from Cheeba...see he can't post because he was banned And if you feel the need to ban me for posting this for him, all is well. It's bullshit, but all good.



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p.s. why are australians such whiney bastards anyway?

Neither race or nationality defines you as a person...don't embarrass yourself, and do not speak ill of my countrymen.

its doesnt give you the authority on the subject..

Never said it did, just that I was in a valid position to comment.

Sorry to you as well Cheeba for what you have went through in your life, but it seems to me you would be more compassionate

I don't waste my compassion on those that would (potentially) use it to justify further attention seeking attempts on their life...I would not want to live with myself otherwise.

Have you ever been in a psych ward? Have you ever seen mentally ill patients? THEY CANT CONTROL THEMSELVES!!

So, if your daughter happened to have her throat slashed in her sleep...and they found that the murderer was mentally ill, would you want to go any easier on him because he CLAIMED that he couldn't control himself? Even if in fact it was true, and he couldn't, would you feel no anger?
Suicide IS murder...it's just that the intended victim is ones self.
Their family and friends still have to deal with the loss, and I don't believe a person could be so far gone that they'd not so much as consider this. You might, I don't.
Ask Haunted...case in fact...is she actually saying that she didn't know what she was doing and literally could not control herself?
I'm thinking not.
As I said, it was either an inconsiderate (look it up) asshole of an act, or a very selfish cry for help. I'm not going to be made to feel sorry for saying what I've said...it's justified, and your inexperience in the matter serves only to cloud your judgement, I'm afraid. Your hearts bleed only nonsense...if it were an attempted murder, you'd have a different reaction, you don't have to agree, I know. Would you coddle them too? Tell THEM it was all ok? Be there for them?

We know this. And I think the majority believes its better to support her than it is to ridicule her

I did not RIDICULE anything.

And that's all we were trying to do before Cheeb insinuated that I was using this to wave my dick in her face.

Fair enough, in hindsight, it was a little below the belt. When one is judged and called a coward for their views, by one attempting to use such as leverage in an argument that shouldn't even BE one, one responds in kind. THIS one anyway. Your actions were in the past innapropriote, and I just thought I'd join in on the character assassination too, I didn't like it, I take it you didn't either.

Cheebs-Disappointment-thats all I can say. I know a thing or 2 about you. The pot shouldnt be calling the kettle anything.

ABOUT me, sure. I'd believe that.
However, you don't KNOW me, so any information you claim to have about me is biased at most. Now, I don't know you either, but from what I've seen, you seem smarter than to follow blindly like...how would you put it? sheeple?

instead of acting this way, maybe you should be a bit more understanding. If you cant do that then maybe you should just be quiet.

So you're saying your individual viewpoint is the be all and end all on this matter? It's because of my understanding that I say these things.
I should be quiet, eh? Well, I've said pretty much all I have to on the matter...and I can see that the majority of (if you don't mind me using your terminology yet again) SHEEPLE in here are only going to rip into me for simply being realistic, while they have no REAL understanding of the matter at hand...I see I'm not convincing anyone...maybe someone has to die, hm?
Perhaps if more people turned their back in disgust, little miss gimme would consider other, more productive ways of gaining recognition and attention, rather than thinking that at least if she fails again, she can fall upon the idiot matress instead.

Sorry to crash your sympathy party.
Seems I don't have a choice in the matter on whether to follow up on this discussion further or not, as I've been banned. Banned for voicing my opinion, it seems it's ok for anyone to rip into me, even in borderline racist ways...but when I speak the truth, I get banned.
Well, thankyou to whatever mod banned me...I expect you're busy running about with your damage control now, deleting my posts, by all means, you may...all those of any relevance have seen what I wanted them to, and will hopefully see this reply also. So I join the ranks of the banned knowing that I spoke only the truth you seek to supress, because you don't want to hurt anyones feelings. You're doing a GREAT job, don't let anyone tell you different.
I only request that you don't hold my friend responsible for doing this for me.

- B

[Spallalala]

Fucking Ridiculous .
Must be pretty easy to get banned in here then.

[crazy raplh]

good luck

[stubbornforgey]

Banned??
for speaking an opinion??

[Haunted]

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