[urgeok2]

every time i read a post where folks cite 'hate' as being too strong ... i try to see it that way ... but man, i'm struggling with it.

maybe its 40% hate
30% strongly dislike
20% tolerate
10% love

i think the hate i've seen has just been so overwhealmingly ugly and loud that it seems more than it is ?

shit - i didnt even mention a lot of other stuff. like the lovely way japanese culturally value their women - among others, violent porn,
(i've actually seen - and i didnt know it was going to be this - porn where guys force themselves down a girls throat violently and hold her nose - making her choke, gag and puke. believe me - the girls dont enjoy themselves.

i've never seen a more vile example of the hatred of women in my life - it was fucking disgusting - not the puking - the thought that it could not only turn on the participant - but the viewers creating a demand for this garbage.


i'm sorry - but hate just keeps coming back.


by the way - i know people who love their wives ... but consider all other women to be unworthy bitches ... complete contempt (not as a misguided pro-wife chivalry - but a complete dislike ... it's bizzare..

and examples like this led me to believe that most women wont even know this exists - or believe it