| meetthecreeper |
12-01-2004 09:46 AM |
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Originally posted by urgeok
that is weird (to me)
i can understand that maybe it made you contemplate your mortality or something at that particular time...
but his greatest hits CD ?
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I dont think it has anything to do with my own mortality, I think about death all the time anyway so that really isnt it nice try though.
Sometime I think that I am already dead and I just dont know it yet, maybe I have been dead for thousands of years yet my spirit inhabits this body and when it is done with it travels to the next and so on. It explains alot to me, I know things that I shouldnt, and see things that I shouldnt, but that is another story.
Sometimes I think that when I am talking to someone on the phone how do I know that it is really them that I am talking to. How do I know I ma not talking to a ghost, or a monster, or some alien or something else. How do I know that it really all exists. Kind of like the Matrix.
How do I know that everyone I come in contact with isnt a government agent and reporting back to some higher authority about everything I do and say.
Maybe everything in this world is just set up for me like the Truman Show, and everyone is an actor and everything is synthetic.
I wont get on an airplane ever no matter where in the world I want to go ( and I am dying to go to Ireland to visit family) because I honestly think that once I leave the ground in the plane the world that was once there will cease to exist once over the cloud line. Its not a fear of flying either, I have been in Hueys, C130s, Sandpipers, and such. As long as I can see the ground I know that I am OK. |
