I Felt the same way for a long time. I felt that I was unlovable and I covered it up with a whole lot of booze and drugs. When I finally did end up having sex I wasn't happy with it I was dissappointed. I kept drink more and more. The thing is we all search for meaning and a reason to exist and most often we accept things that are only temporary and dont really satisfy us for any extended period of time. I cried out for help to God and told him how I felt hopeless and lost. Well my whole life has changed now and its all thanks to Jesus. If things are that bad ask Christ to help, invite him into your life. If its really that bad can it get any worse. If you want to talk more about it send me a pm. or you can reach me at [email protected]
Take care man and remember There is a reason for it all

ahhh ... so you arent aware then - that this is already the 2nd or 3rd one like it - not to mention the other threads that this 'boo hoo, woe is me diatribe polluted already ?

Give the guy a break urge.....he is obviously hurting and in need of female company.


My....my heart bbrreaks for the Nyder.



Here ya go Nyder.

http://www.ionikh.gr/ico/VaselineJelly.jpg

http://www.realisticdrawing.com/loya...es/kleenex.jpg

I don't play any games, and I don't try to 'fool' anyone...Sometimes I'm sweet and sometimes I'm a bitch, depending on the situation, how I'm treated, or even how I might be feeling on any given day...But, I'm like that from beginning to end...My guy knows exactly how I am, and he loves me even when i AM being a bitch;)...I don't HAVE to 'pretend'...

Women are like magicians... but magicians suck, and they're usually boring...

hahaha what a terribly horrible analogy!

you know, orgasims are better than fuck hole abuse and desese is every where and people are too premiscuis for my taste you know... I value my vagina and I like to treat it well.

Would you like too say anything else about you're Vagina?

Barb, you and I have a lot in common when it comes to sex. I'd rather put on some KY warming oil, think about video game villains and go to town, rather than allowing one more asshole to ram his way into me.

For all the women that do have good men (Bloodrayne!:D ;) ) that rocks. You totally deserve it. I hope that you can spend the rest of your lives together. Count yourself as fortunate.

For all the good guys out there...You may be nicer than Jesus, but I still wouldn't trust you as far as I could throw you. Look up the meaning of the Queen of Swords in the tarot. That's me to a T.

http://www.learntarot.com/bigjpgs/swords13.jpg

I don't see the resemblance.;)

That's because it's the Rider Waite deck. I was talking about the DEFINITION of the card, honey.:D :D