My deepest apologies

[novakru]

Originally posted by SKOOFx
I like the way you think.

At this point,I don't think anyone has really seen the way I think...but that's ok,we all keep certain stuff from the public and the private:D

Just imagine a wild horse tethered,muzzled,about to go insane from the captivity-that's me.

Oh wait-SKOOOOFX!!!
I haven't talked you in such a long time!
I saw in another thread,you said something about your ex-girlfriend?
wait..
Was it this thread?
anyways..
Ex-ghoulfriend question:Are you talking about the recent girl and you broke up with her or a long past ex-girlfriend?
Anyways-HI!!!
If you don't feel comfy spillin your answers here-PM me.

[bloodrayne]

@ Haunted: It's nice of you to try to get things back on track...I'm sorry that it all (Your 'Good-Bye' thread) came down like this...It shouldn't have happened...

I only have a few minutes...As I was reading to catch up, I ran across a post to me that I wanted to answer, yet the thread had been locked...As it seemed to cause animosity (which honestly confounds me), I understand why it was locked, however I did not get a chance to respond...So, without attempting to rehash any arguments, I simply wanted to respond to Spallalala's post:

Originally posted by Spallalala
Bloodrayne.
Your not a psychologist are you? Im pretty sure your not.

No...I am NOT a psychologist, and I would not choose to be...I disagree with MANY of their methods as well as their motives, and for the most part, they generally disgust me...I won't go into this in depth, but I have my reasons

Originally posted by Spallalala
If you think that what you have said about cheeba is true then you dont know him at all. So save the cereal box psychology for those in here that wish to hear it.
I didn't bother reading it all, just the parts about cheebs, coming from someone that actually knows him, you are incorrect.

Originally posted by bloodrayne
Sorrow and fear are considered 'weak' emotions...Anger and Rage are very strong emotions.........To allow ourselves to be controlled by 'weak emotions' causes us to feel VERY weak and helpless....We can allow ourselves to be controlled by stronger emotions, far more easily

Often we will express anger in a situation where we feel sorrow or fear, often exchanging the weaker emotions for the stronger one....We can simply accept it more easily, and we do it automatically, without even realizing that we're doing it

This IS true...

Originally posted by Spallalala
I have a feeling that Cheeba is a lot like this...

This is an opinion

Originally posted by bloodrayne
Some people can't allow themselves to feel 'weak' or admit that they hurt...Because weakness disgusts them...It may also cause them to lash out at someone else that they feel is weak, when they should be strong...

This IS true

Originally posted by cheebacheeba
BR - I bear you no ill will.
I understand why you may have come to the conclusions you did, however, in the points potentially (eg - I have a feeling) pertaining to me, you were incorrect.

As previously stated, my opinion about your reaction to the situation was simply...An opinion

I BASED that opinion on reactions such as these:

Originally posted by cheebacheeba
I want to make one thing clear, to smite any assumptions before they occur. My comments and views on the "suicide/hurting ones self" topic are in no way reprasentative of my individual "past" with haunted. I have told her, and I am telling you, if my BEST FRIEND told me about having done the same thing, the first thing they'd be greeted with would be a punch in the face, possibly multiple punches, and yes, I would turn my back on them until they solved their OWN problems.

However, you expressed it much better than I did :)


I appreciate our ability to have a discussion here, no matter what the topic may be about...However, I have no idea why discussions must degrade into disputes and personal attacks...I will never be able to comprehend that...


That being said...I, personally, did not feel that I was being 'attacked' by Spallalala, or anyone else...If that WAS an attack, all I can say is "Ya gotta hit one HELL of a lot harder than THAT" :p

[Haunted]

Maybe you were and maybe you weren't attacked. I just wanted to stand by you and takin' up for you and stuff. I think you made wise assessments, Rayne. You're pretty wise in times like these.

[novakru]

Way off the subject.
Bloodrayne,how are you and your pregnancy??
How come you only have a few minutes now?

[bloodrayne]

Originally posted by novakru
Way off the subject.
Bloodrayne,how are you and your pregnancy??
How come you only have a few minutes now?

We're doing fine, Thank you...I have to have a level 2 ultrasound on Wednesday because they want to check the baby's heart extensively, due to what happened to Demon Seed...I'm not worried though, I'm sure it will turn out perfectly fine...I will also find out on Wednesday whether it's a boy or a girl, yet based on tests so far (mostly the heartbeat) the doctor FIRMLY believes that it's a boy...I told her that I sincerely hope she's wrong, and she told me that she's never wrong about these things...*sigh*

The only 'problem' we have run into was:

The doctor told me Friday, that my 'k-tone'(:confused: ?...No idea what that is) levels were very low, and that if they were STILL low on my next visit, she was going to have to hospitalize me and administer IV Fluids...Cuz apparently, these low levels mean that I am dehydrated...


My time is severely limited now because my computer at home completely died, and I am at the library...I don't have a whole lot of time to be here...and honestly, it's not where I would like to SPEND a lot of my time...lol

But, of course...I really miss the forum...You guys are the truly the best...

[novakru]

I feel that everything will be all right with your little new one.
I am very happy for you and this exciting time women are so blessed to have.

Good luck and stay healthy!

[Spallalala]

Originally posted by bloodrayne
[B That being said...I, personally, did not feel that I was being 'attacked' by Spallalala, or anyone else...If that WAS an attack, all I can say is "Ya gotta hit one HELL of a lot harder than THAT" :p [/B]

Im glad someone picked up that I wasn't attacking you as it was not intended. Im glad we are still cool tho BR.

And Haunted. I would really like to talk to you . I understand you dont want to talk but I would like to sort things out without arguing or any of the bs that goes with it.

Please unignore my messages. I dont want to bitch.

Things wont be cool anymore anyway. Theres no point in denying that one. I just want to sort out the hosility between yourself Haunted and I. If thats cool with you. Dont hate me for standing up to threats.

Anyway. Haunted message me back. Or msn me ([email protected]). Lets just talk reasonably ok. Thanks.

[DraculaInDallas]

LOL....see what happens when we can't have some fun flaming the n00bs!!!!! We take all our frustrations out on each other. I say re-instate the noob flaming :D

[ItsAlive75]

Originally posted by DraculaInDallas
LOL....see what happens when we can't have some fun flaming the n00bs!!!!! We take all our frustrations out on each other. I say re-instate the noob flaming :D

I'd second the motion but I think I've lost my touch.

Its... its been so long...

[novakru]

Originally posted by zomb5150
I think I can make a quick run to the Liquor store to pick some up.:D

That was soooome party.
Wow,I don't even REMEMBER being there!!

And those are the best kind of parties;)