God dam Help me.............

[Gren the cake]

took the words right from my..........

... fingers?

[Marroe]

I hope you never do anything as selfish as that. Look at life, no matter how much bad there is, there is always so much more good. Look at your family, and see how much we care about you here. Your friends and family you've made need you to be strong. No matter what there is always someone to turn to. Live your life because it's YOURS, and know that people need you too....keep your chin up sweetie.


I dunno what happened to your kid(s), but whatever it is I know they need you through it

[ShankS]

Originally posted by allmykids
I won't go into what all is making me feel this way i would be wrighting all day. but lets say i feel like i have been fighting to survive all the shit that has happened in my life for what feels like every day of my life. and i just got some news that i think has finally brought me to my knees. right now i want the people who have hurt my kids to die(NO I AM NOT THREATNING TO KILL ANYBODY). There's a hand gun sitting about 2 feet from me. I'd like to put it to my head and pull the trigger but I don't have the guts. God I can't take the pain and I can't Excape it. Somebody tell me there is something to fight for. Some way I can Win for once in my life. I consider alot of you my friends. HELP ME PLEASE!!! :(

pm me or msn me or I'll give you my email address.... it's good to share all the shit in life, cos you'll always find someone with an ear ready to listen :)

[X¤MurderDoll¤X]

Originally posted by Deposable
Is it time we get a new mod?

hahahahahaha

[meetthecreeper]

I have her number somewhere, but I cant locate it.

I sent her an email no reply:(

[X¤MurderDoll¤X]

I wouldn't worry about it.

[taylorsmommy]

Originally posted by X¤MurderDoll¤X
I wouldn't worry about it.

Why not? Is there something you know that we don't?

[X¤MurderDoll¤X]

Originally posted by taylorsmommy
Why not? Is there something you know that we don't?

not sure.

You have two groups of more extreme depressed types. "hopelessly suicidal" and "hopelessly depressed"

I'm pretty sure allmykids falls in the hopelessly depressed category. A hopelessly suicidal person will kill themselves without telling people about it, because they can't talk to anybody. A hopelessly depressed person will cry out for attention for the reassurance that people care. (sorry to break it down like that)

Everybody needs to feel cared about I think, I think she needs professional help so that she can live her life better, I don't think she's the type to kill herself though.

If you want my advice allmykids, which I'm sure you probably don't care about... I'd take a break from anything you have going online/with other people who aren't seriously important to your happiness and seriously focus on making your life enjoyable. Fuck, I'm late. Get well soon, hun.

[X¤MurderDoll¤X]

hmm I think I was robbed, guess I'm not going anywhere...

My mother gets really depressed too, I used to when I was younger. I remember desperately trying to think of things that would make me happy, and not being able to think of anything. I feel great now with only small bouts of a day or two of depression. I feel bad for you guys who still feel that way, it's a really shitty way to go through life.

Right now, you're fucked in the head. It's pointless to go through live to fucked to enjoy it. Make your life worth living. My mother is better now since she changed medications, maybe you should see a different doctor and tell him your medication isn't working.

[allmykids]

Thank you guys!! I'm doing a little better today. I felt so alone and hopeless. You guys will never know how much your support means to me. I don't feel so alone. I went back and forth from rage to crying untill I felt I had no tears left to cry. I have been told I need to grow up. That this forum is childish and satanic. But with the Exception of my children I have gotten more support, love and understanding from you guys then anybody else. I will be back on later today and answer all the pm's. Thanks for the love I feel it and am drawing my will to keep fighting from it.