Bit fucked up...

[scarecrow666]

Very sorry.Wishing her a very speedy recovery.

[Posher778]

Sorry about the problems, that's not fun to deal with. You aren't alone totally though, my mom just lost her father and of course.... the entire family is taking it out on me...

[Phalanx]

Sorry about the problems, that's not fun to deal with. You aren't alone totally though, my mom just lost her father and of course.... the entire family is taking it out on me...

Sorry you gotta be there...not fun when normal dissapears, hm...

Thanks folks...I've been going in to see her every day after work which I'm trying like hell to concentrate on, calling her whenever they'll let her accept calls and all.
Looks like the walking bit will be ok, with some pain and mobility issues...I'm hoping physio sorts it all out, I'll just help where I can.
Anyways, sorry to just unload here...I can see now why some people do, when there's nobody around to talk to...all the same, thankyou for the kind words, I'll pass on the wishes and keep you informed.
- B

[Zero]

Keep you chin up mate!

I'm amazed at how much physical therapy can accomplish these days - I've had numerous friends/relatives go through serious injuries and come out fairly ok - so keep the hope alive!!

and, of course, you are always welcome to come here and vent/unload/bitch/piss/moan/sob whatever - that's what friends are for!!!

[Spallalala]

Awwwww....I heard he wrote this and had to see and now im crying ( not just from the pain ha)..

Anyway im home now, not having too much fun cos hard to sit and lay down, just glad to be back with the man and away from the old peeps screaming "help me" at 4am.

What happened was that the horse seem to have been spooked by laser skirmish which was happnin about 100ms away. He kept looking around left and right and just jumped up and I slid off the side of him crash bang into dirt. No dizzyness or pins and needles so thats always a good sign my head is intact.

My 15yrold neice is terrified. She sat with me with and the man in the emergency ward until 2am when I was admitted to hospital. Love the girl so much. Never had the closeness of family around me except for the man and its a nice change.

Haven't cried so much in a long time but its so good to get it out. Hopefully the outcome of this won't be too bad. Long term effects are sharp pains here and there and walking can sometimes be a bit hard. Still scares the hell out of me, just thinking if I lay down wrong with something else fuck up on me.

Right now I feel like an 80yrold trapped in a 25yrold body. I feel so helpless. Having to ask a nurse to do all the things you would do yourself is scary and makes you feel like shit.

I had to come in a say thanks to all you guys, the ones that know me and the ones that don't..I will try and stick around in horror for a bit, its been a while.

I hope I have made some sense and not too many s[pelling mistakes. Drugs are doing weired things and I haven't had any weed in about 5days also so that could be the weridness too.

Thankyou again all. Im glad you guys were around to talk to the man, didn't realize he would be so upset but he did have the whole bad feeling thing which I know now to listen to.

Time to drug myself, talk a little shit and take about 10mins to lay down. Will keep you guys update if anything changes. :)

[_____V_____]

Read this just now...and I am so glad Spa logged in and said she was alright. Sorry for the pain you felt, Cheebs...I know cuz I have gone through a similar situation before...and it felt like a bitch to be alone and not being able to do anything about shit...the helplessness is a real torture...

I am sure glad everything turned out to be ok, and that you are back home again recuperating, Spa. Its been awhile since I saw your last post, so it is heartening both to see you back posting again, PLUS informing that you are feeling a bit better and back home.

Think of it this way, Spa...now you got your very OWN personal nurse. How cool is that? You can even tell her to lay down on the floor and roll...she ll do it!:D

Seriously though, I know you ll get better in no time. A lot of love and personal attention from Cheebs will do wonders to your recovery...cheers to both of you.

Get well soon. All my best wishes and prayers are with you two.

[newb]

Originally Posted by Spallalala

Awwwww....I heard he wrote this and had to see and now im crying ( not just from the pain ha)..

Anyway im home now, not having too much fun cos hard to sit and lay down, just glad to be back with the man and away from the old peeps screaming "help me" at 4am.

What happened was that the horse seem to have been spooked by laser skirmish which was happnin about 100ms away. He kept looking around left and right and just jumped up and I slid off the side of him crash bang into dirt. No dizzyness or pins and needles so thats always a good sign my head is intact.

My 15yrold neice is terrified. She sat with me with and the man in the emergency ward until 2am when I was admitted to hospital. Love the girl so much. Never had the closeness of family around me except for the man and its a nice change.

Haven't cried so much in a long time but its so good to get it out. Hopefully the outcome of this won't be too bad. Long term effects are sharp pains here and there and walking can sometimes be a bit hard. Still scares the hell out of me, just thinking if I lay down wrong with something else fuck up on me.

Right now I feel like an 80yrold trapped in a 25yrold body. I feel so helpless. Having to ask a nurse to do all the things you would do yourself is scary and makes you feel like shit.

I had to come in a say thanks to all you guys, the ones that know me and the ones that don't..I will try and stick around in horror for a bit, its been a while.

I hope I have made some sense and not too many s[pelling mistakes. Drugs are doing weired things and I haven't had any weed in about 5days also so that could be the weridness too.

Thankyou again all. Im glad you guys were around to talk to the man, didn't realize he would be so upset but he did have the whole bad feeling thing which I know now to listen to.

Time to drug myself, talk a little shit and take about 10mins to lay down. Will keep you guys update if anything changes. :)

There she is.....good to see you're home and on the road to recovery.:)

[ferretchucker]

Get well soon Spal. I remember the days when...well, i remember days but I can't really remember much from the past about you. Erm, your old avatar was a cat with a green thingy. Well, there is no past to you. You're the future man! The future!

[Spallalala]

My cat with the frog suit on hahahahaa. Back in the day. Man talk about making me feel old. :)


Took me 3hrs to get outta bed. Will get used to the stiffness hopefully. As long as I can feel like legs im not so worried.

I hate right now that I can't do anything..takes me ages to get outta bed, can't wash or go to the bathroom properly ( I won't go into any great detail to avoid people throwing up hhe). In hospital I cried heaps cos couldn't do anything for myself, that includes openin a bottle of water.

Med time again....back later before my typing goes all funky hehe

[crabapple]

Thank goodness you're basically okay, Dude had us all worried into fits over you! (Whew!)