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It's actually very empowering to have survived terrible circumstances... that doesn't mean I think it's great that they happened ;) However, when you overcome them, you realize how strong you are...what you're capable of handling... All of my experiences, especially the bad, have taught me important lessons...and I've learned so much more than I ever could have, had I not gone through them. I've gotten to the point where I'm actually grateful that I did. 
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Neil, 28 years young, currently living with g/f and several animals. Reside in Liverpool UK work on the railway in full contact with the general public (not the nicest of beasts). Have a five year old son called Shaun but thanks to my bitch-whore of an ex g/f I haven't seen him for nearly three years.
Stumbled across HDC when trying to find info about Land of the Dead, very happy to be here.
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Novakru and Stubbornforgey,
After reading stories of your hardships it would really be hard for me to say that I have had a difficult past. I pray that The Dagda and Morrigu (Haunted;) ) give those that tresspassed against you and caused you so much pain get the pain they have inflicted returned to them 3 fold and thensome. It angers and saddens me at times to see what a shitty world has been presented to us. I do believe though that the Gods are testing us for what is to come, so that we are stronger, better people to deal with it. Blessings to you.
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Thank you MTC and MM.
I didn't think I would revisit this issue again,but I feel I must. I don't wish any harm on my abusers. I haven't gotten to the point where I can forgive them, but one day I will and that is the day I will truly be free of them and their poison will be completely free from my mind and will no longer affect Any of my actions. I have finally forgiven myself because a therapist finally got it thru to me that I didn't cause this,I didn't bring it-how could I? The thing is,I have seen remarkable examples of people forgiving murderers that killed their children. I personally do not think I could ever do that,but I undestand WHY now. What happens when someone takes something precious from you and you hate them and you become bitter and that hate spreads like a virus and everyone you come into contact experiences it and in turn passes it on? How is that helpful to you? To anyone? A vicious cycle that never ends. And only forgiveness can end it. Don't get me wrong though- People should pay under the law when they have abused children,killed or raped children,killed or raped anyone actually. I don't think they die though. Punishment should be a locked room,no TV,no books,no contact with others,not even a window to see the weather. Locked in a room with only their thoughts is the only way a person who cares so little for life to truly understand the pain they caused. Because eventually in their mind a Hell of their own creation will start. That to me would be justice served. This one is a very thin issue with me though. Because I know if something happened to my child-I'd want blood and I'd want to be the person that caused that blood. Last edited by novakru; 12-02-2005 at 06:12 AM.
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I'm 16, I'll be 17 in May. I don't have much of a life off of the internet. I'm a goth (Don't ask). I enjoy watching horror movies. I started watching them about 5 months ago and got hooked. The first one I saw was "The Grudge" ??? I'd like to spend some time with my friends..... I don't have any though..... I also enjoy singing and playing a little on my guitar and keyboards. My favorite band is Cold. And talking on the phone is NOT my strong point. lol. As for how I ended up on HDC, I read Fango and it had an add in the back for this place. I probably would not be here any longer if I had not just taken the few insults I had gotten when I first arrived. That was two paragraphs. Sorry. Later.
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My father abandoned me when I was a child. He died soon after in a serious car accident. He also took a young girls life in the process. Until my mid twenties, with the help of the Gods, I was very bitter and angry about the way my life had turned out. I could only think that if my father had not left, to find himself:rolleyes:, the chain of events would have been much different than what it was. I can only say this, I have come to terms with the misfortunes that I have had and am for the most part no longer filled with angst. I do have a great deal of apathy towards my father and his family as well as my mother, we donot have a good relationship as hers is mostly connected to Marshall Fields and Niemen Marcus. What I have done is put all that aside and expressed myself in other ways but I will never forget what has happened to me and I am totally unable to forgive, hopefully the Gods will because I cannot. Words cannot be put here the things that I would like to do to people that abuse women and especially children. All I can say is that it would be a machine that would never be able to be turned off.
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I feel the same way. I'm unable to forgive the person who caused me most of my pain...the main reason for that is b/c he won't admit what he did. He takes no responsibility for his actions, and doesn't believe he did anything wrong. It's hard to forgive somebody who won't allow you the closure that you seek. I can't say that I'm angry anymore, I guess that I just choose to pretend like this person doesn't exist ;) Maybe that's not the healthiest thing to do, in many people's eyes...but it works for me, and allows me to go on with my life. Last edited by MoonLit Meadow; 12-02-2005 at 08:59 AM.
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