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Fatherly Love
Me and my dad have never gotten along and today he said somtihing so ridicolusly over the top that i coouldn't help but laugh in his face. It's 6:30 am. my day off and im fast half asleep in my bed wathing Guinie Pig Flower of Flesh and blood. Hecomes in and gives me the god dont want me watching people get dismembered lecture. I'm like: OK. close my eyes again expecting him to go away. Well he was on his way out when he seen it! A french fry. 1 french fry covered in ants. BOOM he explodes. I apologize for dropping it. Doest work hes gone off the deep end. He throws a letter at me and says here you got this in the mail. Its to sign up for war. He leaves my room gets a pen says fill it out Id rather you just went to war....:eek:
I couldnt help it i just burst out with laughter. his last words: Its the one thing a lowlife highschool drop out can do fine. :p lots of love at my house tonight eh?:(
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not really. we don't usualy fight too much...
I guess my most recent lif choices have made him feel like he has failed at raising me
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i had a night of frustration myself with my 4 year old at baseball tonight .. wouldnt listen to me or the coach - went nuts the whole game - and ended the night by hitting the coaches son in the mouth with an aluminum baseball bat. (it was an accident but still - the kids mouth is bleeding) all the time you keep wondering - what the fuck am i doing wrong ?
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well, he never really had much to do with my upbringing. MY mom was always there for me. and he was just sort of well, there...
this year alone i flunked out of high school got caught with pot caught drinking (don't think he knows of that though) nearly lost my job 3 times but i don't even think that is wht he cares about. as far as he is conserned i am a lost cause because i listen to music he hates, piercings/tattoos, horror movies, my extensive library of occult/satanic literature. as far as he is consirned (he has told me this) I am going to hell and there is nothing he can do about it. Urg. Never look down on your son for the way he looks, things that he is intreasted in, his friends.. etc. it hurts a relationship much more than you would think:(
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i'm well aware of that ... i know kids need to express themselves .. i know that once he's in a higher level of school that friends become a stronger influence ... but i still want him to make smart choices .. (the life or death kind) and more and more depending where you live and what you are exposed to - a lot of choces are life and death .. (should i get in the car with my drunk friend, should i take this pill at this party ...etc) We love our kid more than anything on the planet and if something happened to him it would kill us (although we also understand smothering is dangerous too) the other thing that would destroy me is if he didnt like me .. I was never close to my parents - i never wanted that to happen to me ..
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he's a good kid .. loving, super friendly, affectionate, funny,smart,, he just needs stimulation - and when he's around other kids he just wants to play and make them laugh. it's time though - even at 4 - where he has to begin to learn that there is a right time and a wrong time to do certain things ... the trick is to try to teach him these things WITHOUT killing his spirit. The things that drive people nuts now will be assets to him later in life ..
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