Short Story (2 of 3)

[Noah]

Sacrafice

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This is my world
Its yours...............
...............Take it.............
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This is my life
Be strong............
...............Find it................
.....Take it....................
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People think that I've finally gone insane
End it................
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....................... Take it................
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...Its yours..................
What they don't see
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Is that I've been insane alllllllllllll along
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Find them.........
...............Take them...............
........................Kill them..................
.............................................Its yours.....................
Get it?
...............Kill them................
Kill them...................
..............................Kill them..............
............... Kill them.....................
..................................... Kill them.................
AAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
............... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...........
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...........
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I smile through the pain, my lips cracking at the pressure, the hatred building
behind them. I know that its going to blow. That my secret will be revealed.
PAIN! on my tounge through to my soul. I feel it enveloping me.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
My pain is uncontainable, my pain is indescribable. Do you wake up? Sweat in
your bed, wishing you were dead, knowing only the world that hurts you, the
world that shuns you, the people who don't love you. What is love, I had it and
now its gone. It left me burned crying in the corner wishing I was dead
WHY CANT I DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIE?!
Screaming to God. Cursing His name, I live outside of His light, His love, His
infinite wisdom used to scorn me. To make me feel small. He has left me burned,
crying in the corner, wishing I was dead. Screaming to God. Cursing his name
WHY GOD WHY?!!?!
Happiness? What is happiness? Why do you get to be happy? Am I happy? Have I
ever been happy?
WHY CANT I BE HAPPY?!
You think your happy? Your happiness is dead. I just want to be happy, your
happiness will be placed on the cross.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
And your happiness will die just for me. And may Christ himself come down and
stop me. Place me on the cross. Nail my hands to the wood. Strip me of my world,
my life, my fears. Place me up on the cross, let me die for them all. Let me set
them free with my own pain. Let God love ME, for once let God love me....its all
that I need. Just someone to love me. I don't want to be here...take me
away...take me away....let this be my end. Let me die on the cross. Let the burn
finally claim me. Let the nails hold my pain inside. Ive bled again. Dropping
down to the ground, staining it. Ruining it. Burning it. My blood flows freely.
Let me die on that cross. Let me die, let me die, let me die, let me die. Im at
my end, I cant take another step. Pain everywhere I go....
PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIN
Is my name. I am at my end. Let me die on the cross. Let me be loved.