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Wow I lost the whole afternoon, I must have been exhausted. I didn’t even realize I had fallen asleep. I sat down to eat but noticed that the computer monitor was on. My attention was dragged to the window and I saw a conversation that I was having with a young woman by the name of Sarah. The conversation started as most do on this site, with her offering herself to me in full, mind and body. Then it continued on as normal, with me asking her to do things and her sending me pictures of herself performing the tasks. The last picture was of her running a razor blade over her forearm and the blood pouring out over one of her very supple breasts. My last sentence to her was “Very good my beautiful, someday we will meet and I will show you what true pleasure is.” I was terrified. I didn’t remember any of this, the time stamp was just an hour ago. I had this full conversation while I was asleep. It’s to bad too, it was a good one. Then a small voice ringing through my “Soon…” “Soon what?” I said out loud, but there was no answer. For now I will just have to read back through this and enjoy what I had created with Sarah, and eat this nice little dinner Edith had prepared.
After I finished my dinner, I took the tray and the plates back down to the kitchen and put them away. I was a little fuzzy headed trying to understand what was happening to me. Not to mention the amazing conversation I had with Sarah that barely sounded like me at all. She was a beautiful girl, from our conversation, she was around 17 and full of teenage angst. I loved it, I could feel every bit of it as she gave into me. She had a boyfriend that didn’t know about her interest in “this kind of stuff”, her words. She was going to be a lot of fun to play with. I wondered around the first floor of the house aimlessly for a half hour or so. Stopping a couple of times to look down mothers hall way. I hadn’t seen or heard from her sense the other night at dinner. She had gone back into hiding. But that’s ok, as much as I love her attention, I know how to live without it.
The house was so still at night, it was a little creepy. I was walking through the living room admiring the paintings on the wall when out of my peripheral I noticed movement through the window. I stopped in my tracks, an intruder? How did they get over the wall or past the guard shack? I walked slowly up to the window and peeked through to the front yard looking for any signs that I had actually seen something.
The yard was mostly dark. Although as always, the porch light was on, it only shed a small amount of light out into the yard. I could see the tree that Edith had been hanging from in my day dream earlier that day, but just barely. Then what looked like a small head peeking around the corner of the tree vanished as quickly as I noticed it. It was solid white, with no hair and large eyes. Even odder, it looked like it had horns. I was so scared that I started shaking. I walked back from the window very slowly reassuring myself that I imagined what I had seen. It was all fake, that’s the only reasonable explanation. I must be tired. And with that, I turned and ran upstairs as fast as my legs would carry me.
When I got to my room I stripped down to my boxers as quick as I could, pulled the curtains on the huge windows, and dove under the covers. I shivered with the thought of something being just outside the house. Even though I was on the second floor I was convinced that if I looked out the window that emotionless face would be staring back at me. I laid there completely still until I drifted off.
Come morning I managed to convince myself not only was it a dream but I hadn’t come downstairs at all. Even with that in my mind, after we finished lessons I headed outside to look around the tree a little. Of course I didn’t find anything and I decided that I was right. There had been nothing there and I had dreamt the entire event. Although I was very sure, I could hear that voice in the back of my mind say “You didn’t imagine anything, that was me, we will be together soon.”
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