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Originally posted by Egekrusher
Yes... wait.. how'd you know I'm losing my sex drive?
Yeah, it sucks.
Oh, and Dirt- great music man.
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A better question would be 'How'd I know you smoke pot?' You didn't mention it once in your original post. Here's how I knew...
I could just tell by the way you were writing and what you were saying. It's easy to get depressed when you can't remember what you did an hour ago. That can be frustrating. Smoking pot, while enjoyed in moderation can be a fun laughy 'high', but when people start doing it too much (like all day, every day), it tends to make people look inward, at the core of your being. It causes depression because you know that you could be doing more with your life, but you just aren't because you smoke too much weed. You have become the stereotypical lazy stoner. It's an easy rut to fall into, but it's quite a bit tougher to pull yourself out. It can be done though, the key is to quit smoking the herbs completely for a while. After about a week of crabiness and irritability, you will suddenly find yourself re-energized and more motivated. Instead of sitting around watching tv or playing video games all afternoon, you will find yourself desiring to go outside and do stuff more. I think we can all agree that an absent libido would be depressing for anyone...
Loss of sex drive and loss of motivation go hand in hand with smoking too much weed for too long. (I have no problem with weed, but every once in a while, it's good to quit and clean your system out. Hey, even Snoop Dogg quit for a while.)
You should seriously consider quitting weed
before quitting life.
At just the young age of 24, I have already known 5 people in this life that have killed themselves. 1 was over a boyfriend that broke up with her, 1 was over a girlfriend that broke up with him, 1 was because he got caught cheating on his wife, 1 was because of work and IRS problems, and 1 was ruled 'accidental' (I don't know too many people that hang themself on accident though.)
What do these all have in common? If you guessed 'Wasted life', you we're correct! They are all over things and people in this world that are not
that important. Sure, it sucks when your girlfriend dumps you... Anyone that's ever been dumped can atest to that, but you don't go lay down in front of a train. That's not going to help anything! The only thing that will do is cause heartache to your friends and family. It won't solve your problem. Who's to say our pain from this world doesn't follow us to the next? How would you like to kill yourself only to find out that now you are stuck with the same pain and emotions as you were when you were alive, but now you are dead and no longer have any chance to feel better about things?
Just remember this Ege...
*Puts on his 'Annie' singing voice*
"The sun will come out tomorrow, tomorrow! Bet you bottom dollar that tomorrow-"
Er... nevermind. I don't really know the words to that song. :rolleyes:
Look ahead. Instead of examining where you're at, decide where you want to be and make it happen. If you are into music, then put out a CD. If you like movies, write a screenplay. Do something other than sit around smoking pot and hating yourself. There's a whole world out there for you to enjoy. (Try to stay out of the Middle East though.)