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While a child, I was raised in a Orphanage where I got into Horror movies at age, well, very young. I'm a bastard son without any siblings or mother. Some say thats why I came out to be the way I am. When I was young I got beaten a lot by bullies. and treatend like an outcast, which didnt help well with preventing the way I am now. I'm a body-builder and started at age 12 because of all the abuse, or somewhere near 12. And ever since I've had no problem with bullies. But I think I have become that for which I hated so; a bully. I was adopted but no one in my new family cared. Actualy, it was only a man and his wife, my step-mtoher and farther. They were real bumbs. I see now they only wanted me for the child money given to them by the government. But the police soon found out how I was being treated and I was sent back to the orphanage. There I begun to read and learn, and of corse watch Horror movies. I never did find out where and why they let me have such movies, but they did. Of corse I had a tutour, but she wasnt that much of a help. So, I learned form Horror movies and reading book after book. Movies and books that reminded me of myself are the ones I seemed to like the most, for some odd reason. This is also why I like Freddy and Hannibal as much as I do. They tend to remind me of myself and my past and such. I learned what parts of the body where eatible, and then I wanted to try eating a human. Sick, eh? Of corse I didnt want to go to jail so I just ate a human liver and brain I got from a certain sorce. Where he got it is beyond me. They were quite scrumptious. Anyway, I joined the US Air Force, I have tattoo on my back thats the name of my jet; JAYBIRD. I'm now out of the force, you know, taking a break form all the hard training. I wear red contacts all the time so it looks like I have red eyes, eventhough I normaly where my dark shades when outside. My favorite colors are Black and Red. I belive and serve the Lord, but I don't like the show it. Instead I act like a mean evil beast. Sometimes I think I'm acting far to well, because I'm starting to wonder if I really do serve the Lord. But if I didnt serve the Lord, I wouldnt serve anyone or anything but myself. People say that I have a Freddy Krueger atitude and split personalities. I tend to act a lot like whoever I want. It's weird, but then again, I am a little mental and insane at times. It seems that if I watch a good Horror movie or read a good Horror book, I can copy the exact same attitude and personality. Well, thats all for me. Well, all that I can tell you that is.
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