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I would advise you to quit smoking pot for a month. Clear your head, clear your mind, get some ambition (and sex drive) back, and then things will start looking up. If I were ever considering suicide, I would seriously try to get completely sober before making a final decision on it.
The world we are living in right now is probably more fucked up than it has ever been. There's people you've never met that would love to kill you for no reason (unless you count jihad, but I don't because true Muslims don't believe in killing innocents.) It's easy to be depressed, just turn on the news. The key is to have a place to vent your feelings and discuss your thoughts with other people that can relate. If this forum is where you need to do it, then so be it. I'm sure there are plenty of people here willing to lend an ear.
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