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i understand how you're feeling man.. i had a horrible mental breakdown between november and feb... and i've spent a lot of my life in plain depression... but i'm not too bad now... i know you're hurting a lot inside but at the same time.. maybe feeling nothing...
what helped me is using all of that shit to create a horror screenplay... and 2 electronica albums... i made TWO full length 74 minute albums between november and april... that's how much shit i had... it's a horrible feeling to feel so alone.. i used to crawl on the floor crying and screaming to anything that would hear.. just to kill me... i was very suicidal and i have a lot of scars now...
i really hope everything clears up for you man.. and i'm almost positive that it will...
i'm sure everyone here has felt something like this at one point...
take care dude
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