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Originally Posted by ImmortalSlasher
I guess people have given up on this topic.
I have a quick one / need some help possibly finding something from my dream.
This dream was kind of small / short. Or I don't remember more. What I do remember is that I was playing a horror pinball game with a girl. I kept joking about her name. She was a horror fan and I think we were at a horror convention. She had signed photos of horror actors. They were resting on the pinball game. Anyway, the horror pinball game. This had some of the major horror bad guys on it. Jason, Freddy, Myers, Pinhead, etc. It had dark orange and blood red colors on the game. The metal casing was black. I remember watching the girl shoot the pinball at areas with the villains. The gutter / trap area had machetes and other sharp weapons illustrated in. That's it.
Now, is there any horror pinball game like this in real life?
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Not exactly, but how fun would THIS be??
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Had a sort of realistic nightmare last night - Dreamed that I had a baby and the thing was literally the ugliest creature I had ever seen, the father wanted nothing to do with it (can't remember if the father was my fiance or a high school boyfriend; time was acting strange)... So as friends and family were crooning over it, all I could think of was it dying of S.I.D.S. or wishing that I had had an abortion -
It's hard to explain the feeling of utter disgust with yourself coupled with feeling totally and completely alone with this creature that you absolutely disdain. It was truly unsettling and depressing.
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Good news is that it pretty much crystallized the fact that I have no desire to have kids (a topic that keeps resurfacing since I'm getting married in November and people loooove asking, "Sooo - What's next?" as though just sitting back and enjoying being married wasn't enough!). Nothing against them - I actually like kids and for the most part like my friends' kids... But I have no desire to have a larval spawn of my own. Also, I do truly believe in the Bad Seed, so there's the chance of this Thing being ill or evil or awful... I think I'll adopt a dog instead.