Not possible in my world. Everywhere I turn(or talk) is a reminder of what I don't have anymore.
The few moments of solace I get, is usually ruined by the wife reminding me that I no longer have the job I once had, and that I should be happy to "take what I can get". Which, at this point I would.
I don't mean to paint a bad picture of my wife, but...we were comfortable. She was used to buying what she wanted, Now, we're far from that.
I just wish she'd understand that I'm going through it too, and I know it sucks just as much as she does.
Sorry for dumping this here, I think it was the beer. Gonna sign off and finish that last one.
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