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Originally Posted by cheebacheeba
I know the feeling...not quite like being yourself is it...Back "in my day", these kind of drugs were REALLY pushed on teens that were a little different, lacked focus or were easily distracted by their own thoughts and ponderances, or had problems with nazi-like school faculty...and many a mislead parent would try medication as a first step, I've been in the firing line of just about every drug company that drums out this stuff in my time...strangest thing is, when I stopped taking all that shit, and just worked myself out, I more or less "grew out of it" on my own anyways, well the behavioural and destructive side anyways...I'm still a little, ?different? but fuck that, it's who I am.
But yeah, on the plus side if you have study or tests to do, it'll get you through that - just not life.
I've had things like this happen too...can't really specify how it was but yeah almost like there's images of familiarity burnt into your mind...don't even know if when it happened/happens with me if it's my eyes, or my mind playing tricks on me...it's weird.
Thanks, and, thanks.
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It's strange, for sure. I definitely need the med for studying and focusing (and for the record, I don't care about anyone's opposition to this drug, and I know there are plenty who say it's useless, phony, whatever. You obviously haven't taken it, or it didn't work for you.) The problem is it turns me into a zombie, where I won't eat or sleep or do ANYTHING other than study, work, organize, stare at the wall. It's nice in some ways because shit really gets done, and fast, but what happens when everything is done and the med hasn't worn off? *stares into space*