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His death has made me profoundly sad.
I didn't even know who he was till I saw something on facebook and then read more about him...
And I understand the mentality of the strong love life lump it etc but I also identify strongly with wanting out and being in so much pain you cannot see any options and life being complete blackness even when its perfect weather with the sun shining.
None of us know his personal darkness...might have been a way to save his family seeing him suffer through a terminal illness...we will never know.
I for one feel this strangers death with immense sadness because I understand it intimately.
I was at that edge 2 years ago looking at that same abyss and I know he did not make an easy decision.
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