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It is pretty weird. My husband and I have been split for more than 7 months now. It just feels right to not have him around, but when I see him, I want to unleash a wrath so horrible it would make him crawl into a hole and die. He was emotionally and physically abusive. That is what I am used to though. This is why I have decided to stay single for the rest of my life. I don't need a man. I can be happy without.
As for the rumor spreaders, they are fucked. The first time it ever happened was with a guy that was 16 and I was 13. I kissed him one night and he told everyone he got me in bed. Then over the years it has happened 3 more times that I know of. It makes me upset, because I am not a slutty girl at all. I have morals, and I am not about to have sex with people that I am not in a steady relationship with. I have done that before, and it was probably the biggest mistake of my life. One horribly drunken mistake. It is a big thing for me. Sex isn't a toy. It is a huge part of a realtionship for me.
Man. I am such a whiney bitch tonight.
Bitter!
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