Yeah.
All of you guys are right.
I definitely like him because there is a chemical thing happening.
I also want him because he is ethical, even if he felt the same attraction- he would not go for it, which makes him safe.
I had thought seriously of just going out and having sex...safely of course, but have found I am not really into that at all.
Which is odd, I was totally ready to let my slut side out when I was shackled to the husband.
But now the thought of it is very unappealing.
Once he is married, I am thinking all this time thinking about him will fade....
I hope.
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