As everyone I offer my condolences...I'm especially sorry for your loss b/c Goldie's a husky and that's my favorite breed.
When my parakeets died in 2005, I felt the same. For an entire year I could not watch a bird fly by, make a nest, tweet or chearp, or look at a tree full of them. Exposure to all of that just made me weep and reminded me of them.
Just remember all the good times you had with her and know it's not your fault that it happened. The healing process takes a long time--every has their own pace but know you are not alone--everyone at some point experiences lost--regardless what level or magnitude---regardless to what degree--it all hits us at some point. And we all get those feelings.
Hang in there, and stay strong. :) Goldie may leave your world, but never your heart. :)
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