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Thank you:)
Yeah, I was unhappy for awhile.
I think our vacation this year back in August really made me see how fucked up everything was in our life...and so, I told him what I felt and he said, well, I am unhappy to-so lets make other arrangements.
It was shocking to think he could let go so easy, with no working on it... no.. let's get some help.
I never felt lower in my life... because he thought that I was that unimportant.
I think that what happened truly is that he saw how I stopped adoring him and he just couldn't take it...that if he actually had to WORK on the relationship it would be easier to just find a new person to put him back on that pedestal.
So basically, his ego has ruined this marriage with children.
All he had to do was give me real love...I am a completely loyal person and that's not too much to ask IMHO.
I am ok though, I lose my mind several times a day but I will be fine.
And I think Mona is totally right, it will make me so much better, because I have been a lost soul long enough.
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