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Maggie, I am so sorry to hear that. Really I am, but it is true, one of the key things is to stay positive. My Grandfather had Cancer. He died of it 45 years ago. The thing is, he was getting better. He had told himself he was going to beat it and he was getting better at that time. But when a doctor told him it was silly to think like that and that no matter what, he is going to die, he got worse and worse and died not long after. Staying positive is so important. That was nearly half a century ago. Technology and treatment is better, many more people survive. And you're not even sure you have it! The odds are with you. Stay positive, you WILL beat it.