[pinkfloyd45769]

Until i found out that i may have breast cancer!Thats when the true meaning of horror hits you like a fucking truck.I'm scared to death and trying to stay positive all at the same time.V,i'm afraid i will no longer be in the HDC idol.I will be going for too many tests and appointments to be here enough for it.I just wanted to let you guys know,most of you are easier to talk to right now than my family.