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Originally Posted by hacelikewhoa
well that's awesome that you're healthy now and trying to maintain. I went through a bit of depression when I was about 15/16 and lost all appetite so I would go days without eating more than some soda crackers. It seems so crazy to me now and I'm ashamed of all of the bad things I did to myself back then. I was a cutter and a loner. I cried on a daily basis. My dad caught me and intervened I had to go to a group therapy or be placed in a ward. They said I had major depression and dysthymic disorder. I was put on anti depressants which didn't work and the therapy only caused more problems with me and my family and I felt like I was being brainwashed. I got into some more trouble and then I moved out and back into my moms house which was even more drama due to the environment and underlying issues. I left there and went to my aunts and then I moved on my own. Couldn't afford it so I moved back. Now I'm on my own again. I feel fine. I still have emotional break downs but I'm not stupid. I don't hurt myself but I do think I have anger problems resulting from build up from all of my baggage. My poor boyfriend has to put up with my rampages. My life has always had some kind of drama awaiting. But I don't think much people would appreciate me posting my whole life story so I guess I should end here.
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Yah, you may be labeled a whiner, unfortunately, or some guys that want to get in your pants may pretend to care. But for whatever it's worth, I can relate. I've dealt with depression pretty much all my life. Try to keep in mind what is really important. The people that love you are the ones that count, the ones that really love you, not the superficial ones.