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Old 11-25-2008, 06:04 PM
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Originally Posted by hacelikewhoa View Post
I get asked what my size is allllllll the time. And they always ask me how I'm small too. I'm not active and I eat a shit ton of junk, smoke, and occasionally drink but I strangely don't gain any weight from it. So I really don't know why I'm skinny I'm guessing maybe genetics? My mom is like 80 lbs and wears a double zero. I weight like 110 at the max and wear size 1. I want to exercise just to be healthy but I'd never stick to it. And I think If I ever started to gain weight that wouldn't come off with diet and exercise I'd go straight to lipo. Some people may think plastic surgery is drastic..but I don't think a little lipo would hurt. But looks are like a hobby to me almost. I love putting on my make up everyday and doing my hair and such.
Yeah. For me eating healthy isn't to stay skinny, it's to gain weight. You've really gotta be careful about that stuff. *venting* I weighed 120 lbs in grade 8 at 5'2" and felt chubby so I sorta stopped eating and started over exercising once I was in high school. I would throw out my breakfast when no one was looking, drink a pop for lunch to keep enough energy to last me until supper time, then have a big meal. I was on the dance team and improv. team and I had to be in front of the whole school so I always worked out and rarely ate, especially in public. I felt guilty for eating food. By the end of grade 9 I was 5'3" and weighed 87 lbs. Ended up passing out in gym class once and had to have a teacher watch me eat lunch after that which was humiliating.

Now I say I eat healthy so that I can maintain a steady weight between 105-110 lbs. I was so proud of myself over the summer because I felt really okay with myself and finally figured out guys aren't gonna think I'm ugly for having curves. (It's rather the opposite.) I put up posters of pinups in my room to remind me of that and got my weight up to 115lbs. Then I got the flu and stopped eating for a bit when I got fired and lost 10lbs in 2 weeks. I also have an irregular heart beat sometimes from losing so much weight.

Back up to almost 110 now though :D Moral of the story is don't go crazy to be skinny. Uber-skinny leads to heart problems.
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