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I am holding a grudge against my family because
a. It doesnt require any real effort on my part
b. It is a form of punishment for them. I am actively aggressive in the very rare instances that they enter my life. They have wanted me and my family back in their life because they do, no real reason given, and they dont want to own up to what they did, they are completely unrepentant and think thay have done nothing wrong and we should get over it.
So I hold on to that little bit of hate, because it keeps me strong against being hurt by them again. Plus, it feels soooo good to say "Fuck 'em".
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