[Psycom5k]

I can't take this shit anymore. I'm fucking sick of it. I just start feeling better, and i'm actually happy for a little while, and i get fucking shot down again. I fucking hate life, its rediculous. Why can't shit just ever stay good?

So I guess I should tell you why i'm like this now. Well as some of you may know, my family got evicted from our home of over 20 years about 2 years ago. And well guess what happened again. Yeah thats right we are fucking evicted again, because the guy that owns it now, who we had buy the house for us and we've been paying him a rediculous ammount of money every month, kicks us out, because we got a little behind even though we are caught up on the actual payments on the house. We haven't been able to pay for getting the septic fixed yet, or the land taxes that the fucking asshole pushed on us, otherwise he wouldn't have done this for us. Yeah I understand its not really his fault, but hes still an asshole, taking more than 3 grand a month from us, but ignoring it over the fact that a 5 grand fucking bill has been payed. Thats a years worth of payments of over 3 grand each, versus a fucking 5 grand fee for a septic. God forbid anybody have fucking money problems while the whole country is having them. I fucking hate people. I'm going to go get fucked up now, I can't deal with this shit.