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Originally Posted by novakru
Depression for me is from severe childhood trama...I remember having so many natural gifts as a kid and then had someone twist the world into something my mind couldn't handle...after years of therapy and now meds, I can cope very well...it's just at times my world tilts no matter what I do to prevent it.
Most of the time I am pretty happy and I laugh alot (This is something I completely forget about when I am in my blackness)
Think about someone telling you the sky is green and everytime you say "but it's blue" you get seared with something very hot ..eventually you start seeing the sky turn green.
That's how my depression sneaks up on me... I just forget the sky is Blue.
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i hope there's a way to undo the damage...
i had a pretty shit childhood (mental anguish - not physical) but i always held fast to the belief that things would get better.
as corny as this is - i always thought of it as my personal coat of arms :
