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I have had those moments a few times where you think about it when you are alone and what not and have like a panic attack because of it. After thinking long and hard and becoming scared and upset because I am still young and don't want to leave this Earth until I feel I have fullfilled my dreams and help others fullfill theirs I have come to the conclusion that it must not be THAT bad. If you don't remember what you were before you were alive for all those years then after won't be as bad also.
I just hope that time doesn't come until I am ready fully and that is like 50-60 years from now maybe hopefully longer if I am lucky. I am a big kid, over weight with some issues so I know if I don't change soon then my time will come quicker then it should but life is a series of moments and those moments can end at a blink of an eye. Live life to the fullest and just have fun doing it.
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