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Old 05-10-2008, 09:00 AM
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Let me see if I can put this in common and easy, understandable terms...


- I am a compulsive eater, and stuff myself a lot. This happens: 1) when I am bored, or have nothing else to do, and 2) sometimes, after sex...I get the munchies.

- I am a very short-tempered individual. Push one wrong button of mine and I go ballistic. It has happened very frequently with me, especially after I started my job. I vent out on my wife, my stepmom, even my dog...I just have to get it out. Afterwards, I think back and feel bad...and try to make it up to all of them.

- I d rather punch a wall than confront anyone higher in status, position, authority or power above me. Someone above me ribs me, pulls my leg...I just smile and take it in my stride. But any junior does it, I give them a full blast.

- I am often irritated very easily and quickly. If I am watching a movie and am asked to do something, it makes me irritated to no end. Same goes for when I am sitting on the comp and doing something important.

- My violent temper has resulted in me throwing 3 comps, 2 cellphones and 2 televisions down by now. Not to mention breaking a few DVDs and cassettes, even a mirror once.

- When I am relaxed and relieved, you wont find a more funnier person with a huge sense of humor. The whole atmosphere in my home changes, and everyone is in high spirits.

Until my next mood-swing.



And, till now, I haven't gone to any shrink or doctor even once. I am dealing with it, and trying to improve on my in-house and on-job behaviour.

Do I need medication and expert advice?

If you ask me, I will tell you this..."Nope, because I have learnt to live with it. And I will improve, no matter what."
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