[ChronoGrl]

I've been diagnosed with different things over time from depression to bipolar disorder to dissociative disorder.

I'm taking Cymbalta for the depression and Seroquel for the rage (uncontrollable anger - also helps me sleep at night). I used to suffer from anxiety and panic attacks (most likely a byproduct of PTSD), but I've been doing significantly better lately.

Diagnosing mental/emotional disorders are definitely a tricky business; what's really difficult is that this is not an exact science. Your biology and hormones are always changing and it's difficult to tell which medication will work for you. It took me a long time to get to the medications that I am on now and, believe me, there is a significant change in me for the better.

I honestly think that medication is a good thing, but not for everyone. If someone wants to commit to taking meds and be patient enough to work with their doctor, then power to them. If someone had a bad experience with meds (and there are a LOT of them out there that can fuck you up), then stay the hell away.

My only problem with meds is that I feel as though people are over-medicated and that doctors are more willing to medicate as opposed to find root cause. Then again, a lot of people aren't willing to honestly find rout cause in themselves; it's not easy. Hell, I know I should be seeing a therapist... But I... just... don't.

but anyway

My biggest problem with mental/emotional disorders are that there is a social sigma attached to them and, quite frankly, a lot of people simply do not believe that they exist (you're not "depressed"... you're "just sad" and you should "be happy"). I found it really alienating growing up with depression, though I can honestly say that it's great to be with someone who is empathetic and supportive. My current boyfriend helps me keep myself together and I help him. That is the MOST important thing about an emotional disorder; having people around you who care about you and support you.

Also - It's good to have a thread to talk about it openly. I'm doing a lot better now than I have in a long, long time.



Edit: Incidentally, I am now watching the episode of South Park where all the kids are prescribed Ritalin. ha