I need to vent................. I have been dealing with being a pain pill addict for 20 years. I'm doing a lot better but I'm haveing a bad day. I want it BAD!! It's fucked up my life you would think I'd get a Clue. But I want to hide and it feels so dam good. I'm sure It's Going to be the death of me if i can't finally kick it.
I have not had any for three weeks but if I could get my hands on it Today I would take it. Fuck I'm WEAK!! :( :(
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I'll ride you till your legs buckel and your eyes roll back in your head. Then you'll beg me to hurt you just a little bit more!!
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