That is a shitty morning.
Hope you and your girl don't have any lasting trouble from the crash.
The rest will pass. It can be disconcerting when things like this happen and they make you have thoughts that you wouldn't usually have. But at the end of the day that's all they are - thoughts. You didn't act on them, and that shows that the thoughts aren't "you". Just a sign of an excessively stressful and out of the ordinary situation.
Hope you are both feeling better.
This weather we have been having makes the roads shittier than they usually are (which is still excessively shitty).
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