[stubbornforgey]

In a little while from now..
if em not feeling any less sour..
i promised myself to treat myself
and visit a nearby tower..
in climbing to the top..
would throw myself off..
in an effort to..making clear to whom..
ever what its like what when your shattered
left standing in the lurch at a church
where people are saying..
my god thats tough she stood him up
no point in us remaining..
we may as well go home.
as i did on my own..
alone again.....naturally.

To think that only yesterday
i was cheerful,bright and gay
looking forward to but just couldn't do
the roll i was about to play..
cos as if to knock me down
me allergy came around..
and without so much as a mere touch
took me into little pieces..
leaving me to doubt ..talk about god and his mercy
ooh if he really does exist..
why does he desert me..
in my hour of need,
i truly am indeed..
alone again.naturally..


it seems to me that there are more hearts
broken in the world that can't be mended
left unattended..
what do we do...what do we do..??

(guitar solo)
alone again..naturally


em looking back over the years
and what ever else sad appears..
i remember i cried when my father died
never wishing to hide the tears..
he was 65 years old..
my mother 'god rest her soul'
couldn't understand..why the only man
she had ever love had been taken
leaving her to starve with a heart so badly broken
despite encouragement from me
no words were ever spoken
when she passed away..
i cried and cried all day
alone again..naturally...
alone again..naturally..

'lowers her eyes'