Aw man, sorry to hear all this Miss O. You seem like a pretty cool chick & he sounds like a total fuckin' loser. Hopefully it will turn out to be a blessing in disguise for you though because from the sounds of it, you're better off without him. He's on a one way road to methhead loserville, but at least now he can't take you with him.
It sounds like you've already got the right idea by getting out of town for a while. Remove yourself from the situation, relax on the beach with a good friend, clear your head & figure out where you wanna go from here.
On a positive note, you can probably use his infidelity & meth addiction to take him for everything he's got (which, if he's like most methheads, probably isn't a whole lot) and full custody ofyour kids. And on another positive note, you only have to deal with his loser ass for a little while longer and then you can put him in the rear view mirror and never look back. Keep your chin up. Things will get better. :)
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