It's just so STUPID.....how can you look at something that was cooked up in some lowlife's bathtub and say, "Hey, I think I'm gonna snort that up my nose, sounds like a good thing to do!"
I honestly think I'm just going to take things really slow and think really hard about everything I do before I do it. I have a tendancy to fly off the handle when something really traumatic happens, but I'm old enough to know that in the long run the things I'm tempted to do will only hurt me. It IS hard though. I want to hurt him as much as he's hurt me.
I won't, because I'm better than he is, but I still REALLY want to.:p
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I'll kill you and your dreams tonight
Begin new life
Bleed your death upon me
Let your bloodline feed my youth
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Ssshhh....did you hear that?
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