Don't let her jerk your chain. I've had that problem with going back and forth for months now, and I finally just got sick of it. If you know that bad things are already happening, just let it be.
I think letting go is the hardest part, honestly. I know this needed to end, but there's always that part of yourself you have to fight to let go. We tend to cling to any scrap of hope when we feel like we're drowning.....and then we learn to float.
They float, Georgie. They float. And when you're down here with us...YOU'LL...FLOAT....TOO!!!!!