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What the hell is wrong with me? It's Christmas morning, I'm supposed to be at my brother's house in about 6 hours for the festivities, I haven't been able to sleep and all I seem to be able to do is cry my fool head off cuz I mss my mom.
All my Christmas stuff is done and ready to go, I just have to throw it all in the car and go. But fuck, I don't want to be this little gray cloud hanging over everyone's head, but I can't stop thinking about my mom. Did I do all that I could, should I have done more, did I help her enough at the end? I know there are plenty of good memories, but these are the ones stuck in my head and I can't stop crying. Sorry, don't mean to be a gray cloud here either, I just needed to get that out. I'll shut up now.
Oh, and Happy Birthday _____V_____ . :o
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"Once in a while ya get shown the light, in the strangest of places if ya look at it right." -RH&JG
"Do your best, fuck the rest." -Me
"Onward, through the fog..." -Me
Last edited by monalisa; 12-25-2006 at 05:59 AM.
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