Im pretty sure it will be suicide for me. I know im a coward, easy way out, yada yada yada. The truth is ive had reacurring dreams about slitting my wrists in the bathtube my whole life. Ive even writting songs about it. Ive never acted on this because i have alot balancing me out right now, i have alot of good in my life. But its always just a bad day away...
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