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Originally Posted by urgeok
i can imagine you go through several different emotional stages ..
how are you making out yourself ?
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I'm cool. It's reality...it happens. Unfortunatley, he was my best friend, but he will always be with me in memory. I still cry once in a while, like he was a huge Philadelphia sports fan, and before some games...it gets to me cause that's what we used to do together, and talk about. As shallow as that may sound...that was a big part of his existence (and mine).
At any rate, easily the hardest thing about this is seeing my mom try to deal with this sudden loss. My sisters and I miss our dad in the worst way, multiply that by 10...and that must be what my mom is feeling right now.
Thanks for asking...I really didn't mean to be a drag. I've come to grips with it. I just feel fortunate enough to have had such a great father, and that I was able to enjoy him for most of my life.
EDIT: Hahahaha. I'm sorry, I just realizedb that you were prob talking to Angra. So there I am spilling my guts for nothing...lol. Yeah, so anyway...how ARE you doing Angra?