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This may not help but I'll waste your time anyway:
My mother is taking care of my Grandmother who has Altzeimers.
She has no idea who anybody is and no idea her own daughter is basically being sucked dry emotionally and physically and financially.
I get off the phone with my mother about to bash my head into a brick wall because I am so angry and hurt because my mother who worked her ass off since she was 16 and served her country valiantly is reduced to this barely functioning human who's entire life 24/7 revolves around a woman with no mind but healthy as a damn horse.
I want her to die,and I hate myself for wanting my own grandmother dead but I feel at this point,my mom is going to die from stress long before the old bat does.(harsh words I know, but I have issues.)
Do what I cannot do and tell yourself to get a backbone and help when needed but not at your own expense-not when helping taxes your own limits and limits Your life.
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