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Originally posted by tachii
no problem, i think about this stuff all the time
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I just can't even believe how much I miss my mom. Sometimes I just ache, wishing that she never had to go through what she did. At least it went pretty quickly, 6 weeks. And they had her on good drugs to make her comfortable. I was with her when she died and I'm so glad I could be there for her, but it is just so sad to think about. I just miss so much being able to just pick up the phone and talk to her whenever I want. And then I think about what a snot I was in my teenage years and could rip my own head off now for it. Sorry, I'm just having a really hard time with it these last couple days, especially this evening.