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i understand. the way she responed seemed weird and telling to me, but i dont know her at all of course. peoples actions are telling of their character. love is a fucked up race it is the most decieving , punative race you will ever find you dont even know you are in it most of the time. most of the time you think you are on the winners stand holding a white flag soaked in champaige when in reality the race hasnt even started yet. i have learned alot in life been through more than the average person. my advice:
as peotic and spritiual as i want to be the truth is love is a commodity. there are 6.5 billion people on the planet you can find it anywhere. some of it will make every color floresent, some poisons do that also.
meet another girl. cute, nice smart funny. be freind her nothing serious. hang out with her, go to movies. get to know her let her know you. still love the girl now. if it is true love with girl one you now have a new cool friend if not...
remeber that your soul, intellect and spirit will change almost as fast as your facial hair for the next 10 years. what food you would kill for when you were 10 you cant stand now. that will be verything for a long time.th same thing goes with her. REMEBER THAT
good luck wear a cup
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