[monalisa]

I've recently had a lot of falling dreams, ya know where ya jerk yourself awake as you're falling off a cliff.
Another strange type of dream I've been having is where I'm someplace in my past, but twisted somehow, and I know if I could just open my eyes, I'd be back in reality and know it's just a dream. But sometimes I can't open my eyes and I think, shit did I open my eyes and this is now my reality? It's all very confusing and obviously I don't sleep well on those night. And it'as almost like I go through several levels of my past before I finally wake up and realize what is really real. Pretty Freaky.