[cheebacheeba]

I think single celled organisms look cool...like...I dunno, I guess I like that they just exist in a purely functional way, I think some of them look like art.
It's the fucking bigger organisms that get ugly.
As for the vein thing...I think the only time it's really gross is when you got those steroid junkies that have them roped every which way around their arms n legs...it's like, If I flex I'll get a few up slightly, but it's like these fuckers are trying to establish somekinda subterranian irrigation systems allover themselves...fuck all that.
I have problems having blood drawn, not so much in relation to the size of my veins, just...something in my body doesn't like giving blood away, the needle goes in, the blood starts flowing, and almost as soon as that happens, I see it start to slow, and it'll usually stop completely before a tube is half way full. It's strange, I don't think it's a fear/anxiety thing, I don't fear the needle...I don't sit there enjoying it, but I don't shy away...my body just will not stand for the process, which means it usually takes multiple jabs and tries...for this reason, giving blood isn't really a viable option, something I'd LIKE to be able to do, but it'd take all fucking day.
Eyeballs? Hell no they don't gross me out. As long as they're intact, and still in the skull to which they belong, it all seems pretty copesetic. I love pulling my eyelids down and moving my eyeballs back and forth so you see it under the skin...or, sometimes I like to press my eyeball with my finger, seems to get to some people....ah well, doesn't gross ME out.
Sometimes, I think about how easy it would be to bite down and crush my own little finger, or pretty much any finger...try it...it doesn't take long at all before you start hearing tiny crunching noises.