Ok Heres The Problem
If you don't tell her then all your doing is torturing yourself. Right now your in a safe place & its comfortable but its not going to last. Eventually your friend is going to get a boyfriend. You'll think, "I'll out last this guy." Its possible you already have & thats great but what happens when you don't?
If you tell her how you feel then theres the rejection but at least your not hanging & hoping for something to happen. I've been in the friendship department. With my current girlfriend that lasted a total of a week. I could have waited & played all of the friendship game stuff but I have way more respect for her then that. At the moment your in hell & torturing yourself but rejection is better because you know where you stand & can move on. Believe me just tell her & move on. Perhaps it might work out. Who knows until you try.
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